My Life Changed In A Day 18 THE FINALE!

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Ziyad: enti.. 

A moment of silence.. 

Ziyad: eeh enti.. Jumana wallah lw t3rfeen gd aish a7bk.. I've been hiding my feelings for years, and I can't do This anymore, please understand me please Jumana! 

I was shocked.. Never expected that, I mean how, why, when!!!! This can't be happening, I need someone to slap me and take me back to reality.

Ziyad: Jumana 

No ziyad I can't do this. I mean we are cousins.. And it will be very wrong..

Ziyad: Jumana I'm so sorry bye.. 

And he headed back to the villa 

Jay; ziyad 

Ziyad: hala 

Jay; I love you too.. 

He ran back to me and sat 

Ziyad: you do? 

I turned my face to hide my red cheeks 

Ziyad: Allah ys3dk!!!!!!!!

And he ran back to the villa 

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Rana: bshtaglk ya kalba 

Modhi: 7taa anaaa 

Lama: juju la tro7in amanah ro7i b3d el3rss 

Jay: lama wallah shswi bybda elcourse 

And I closed my last bag.. 

Tomorrow morning I'm going to the UK to complete my studies.. I'm so excited yet I'm so close to tears.. I don't wanna leave them but I also wanna follow my dream and make it true.. My relationship with ziyad grow bigger, but it was wrong so wrong.. But I can't leave him because I'm so attached to him and I don't wanna break his heart.. Do you get me, the battle between what I want and what I need? Uff Allah y3een bs. Ziyad wasn't happy about me going to the UK yet he was so supportive. I love him. So much. Modhi is married and she's happy.. Lama and Khalid's wedding is on December. Rana is pregnant with her 2nd baby. Hussa and sama grew up so fast!!! I'm going to miss my little two monkeys :( 

Me, lama and Modhi had a sleepover at my place, ngoul wda3yaa? We watched a movie, pranks, ate so much Junk food, laughed so much!!! Klab wallah they make me miss Them more. 

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Next morning.. 

I woke up took a very refreshing shower, wore my clothes applied very simple make-up because I don't wanna scare people with my pale face that cried so much last night. 

Modhi: bnwdeek elm6ar 

Jay: la t3boun anfskm 3aadi arou7 l7ali a3rf shd3wa 

Lama: Ndri enk t3rfeen. Bs 7ta lw bnwdeek

Khalid came in. 6b3n wjh lama ma y7taj aw9fh

Jay; yarb arj3 w alga lama ma tst7i mn Khalid. 

Modhi; mushkla enha Kant ma tst7i. Kant tgoulh kl zg w t6gh. 

Jay; sub7an mu'3yr ela7waaal

Me and Modhi laughed so hard 

Khalid: heeeeh anti wyaha! 7dkm 3aad 

Jay: please Khalid w lama tra ma ylog 3leekm k4a 

Lama; 7sbi Allah 

Khalid; emshi bs ween shn6tk 

Jay: b5le el5dm ynzloonha

Khalid: 36eeni bs mnb fa'9ilk 

Hussa Ana samo came in 

Sama: la troo7in juju please ejlsi m3ma 7na n7bk w I promise wallah I promise enh ma aswi 56a2 wallah we will be good girls w nrtb please juju 

Sama and Hussa's puppy eyes made tears gather in my eyes. I kneed down to them and opened my arms for a big bear-hug they ran to me and hugged me so tight. 

Jay: promise me enkom ma t3bon Khalid w Rana w lama! Esm3o klamhom okay? 

Hussa: okay 

Sama: I promise 

Jay; be good girls! 3shan ajeebkkom hadya 7lwaa 

Sama: okay 

Jay: kiss me bsr3a 

They both kissed my cheeks. Wallah I'm going to cry in any minuet now. 

Khalid: Yallah t25rna 

Rana came with Jumana and Mohammad. I hugged her so tight, I can feel her tears falling on my shoulders.. 

Rana: bshtaglk 

Jay; lw eni mar7 arj3 

Well maybe I don't come back.. Or maybe I come but a body without a soul.. No one knows.. 

Mohammad; enshallah enk btrj3een w btrf3een eras 

Jay; ma tg9r m7md w shukran 3la kl shay 

Mohammad: shd3waa trak b7sbt 5waati! Ee 97 tra feeh wa7d esmh Adam bystnak bl,m6aar la ta54een taxi 

Jay: inshallah.. Shurkan marah wallah

Mohammad; Hww juju!! 

I opened my drawer took a gift and gave it to Mohammad 

Jay; ha4a agl shay agdr a36eek eyah wallah w sam7ni mo gadrk 

Mohammad: la ya Jumana ma etfgna 3la k4aa ! Mgdr a54ha Ana ma54 mn 5wati 

Jay: m7md wallah la,ta54haa!!! 

Mohammad; 3n 7lfk bs mshkoora

Jay: shd3waaa

Khalid; t25rna wela?

Jay: ela Yallah 

We all headed downstairs, I hugged Rana, sama, Hussa, and Jumana for the last time.. 

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Airport: 

I checked in, hugged and said goodbye to Modhi lama and Khalid for the last time.. And went to the gate, I  sat next to the gate waiting for my flight to Dubai, then Dubai to London. 

Riyadh - Dubai airplane.. I called ziyad but he didn't answer, probably he's sleeping so I didn't call again! I whatsapp-ed him 

Jay: Zayoud, Ana b6yara, I will call you as soon as I arrive to Dubai.. I love you! Allah y7f'6kk 

And Iocked my phone.. 

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I just arrived to Dubai and my flight is after 6 hours.. I sat next to Fig & Olive.. And opened my phone. I found million calls w whatsapp texts. 

First thing I called ziyad back and he immeditly picked it up 

Jay: hey 

Ziyad: ahlan 

Jay; ahh so I just arrived to Dubai and I have 6 more hours in this airport 

Ziyad: I know

Jay: that's great 

Ziyad: yeah 

Jay: shfeek? 

Ziyad: lw tgoulen aish ma feek a7sn. 

Jay; hw ziyad 

Ziyad: Ana el'3bi ely 3lgt nfsi feek w 5leetk tro7in. Al7en Bellah shloun tbeeni a3esh? 

Jay; ziyad! I'm sorry.. 

Ziyad: don't apologize.. Because nothing will change 

Jay; you told me nothing can stop me from achieving my dream, do you remember? 

Ziyad; yes I do 

Jay: 5la9 ajal 

Ziyad; 6ayb I miss you 

Jay: I miss you too 

Ziyad: af6rti 

Jay: no 

Ziyad: juju!!! 

Jay: what

Ziyad. Wsh gaylk Ana? 

Jay; sorry bs ma asht'hi 

Ziyad: lw 3shani? 

Jay: tdre aish elmushkla? 

Ziyad: aish? 

Jay; eni ma agdr agoulk la. 

Ziyad: ya 7'6iii 

We chatted for the next hour and after we hung up I called lama, Modhi, Khalid, Rana, granny, aunties, uncles. Kl a7d l2n klhom gaylyn call me. After that I opened my journal and o wrote.. I wrote everything.. 

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Dubai - London airplane: 

I took out a picture of my father and said; I'm going to do this, as I promised. I won't give up baba ...

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London Heathrow airport: 

I saw a guy holding a paper with Ms. Alx and I went to him 

Jay: are you Adam? 

Adam: yes madam! Are you ms. Alx ? 

Jay: yes. 

Adam: please this way. 

He took the trolly and I followed him to the car. 

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I arrived to the hotel, checked in and went to my room.. I took a shower and slept.. I didn't call anyone of my family, after 2 hours I woke up and found 100 of missed calls.. 

I immeditly called Rana 

Jay; hi 

Rana: tst'hbleeeeeeen?

Jay: shfeek? 

Rana; mo gayltlk awl ma tw9leen London klmeeni? 

Jay; shswi knt t3bana 

Rana: keefk al7in? 

Jay; kwaisaa

Rana: 54ti adweetk? 

Jay: b6ayara 

Rana: kwais 

Rana: la tdgen 3la a7d erta7i Ana agoulhom 

Jay; la al7in broo7 ashoof my flat.. 

Rana: ee ezibdah enk msh'3oola 

Jay: ee 

Rana: entbhi lnfsk 

Jay: enshallah 

Rana: Allah y7f'6k 

Jay; m3 eslammah.. 

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Jay: ziyad 5la9 malk d5l feeni! Thani shay esa3a 6 twna, Ana jalsa b,cafe jnb my building!!! 

Ziyad: Mali d5l feek? Okay bye 

And he hung up.. I closed my book and went back to my flat.. 

Lately me and ziyad were fighting every single day, on everything, about everything..I threw myself on my bed.. And cried so much.. Sobbed even more.. 

'3urba + fights with ziyad + finals. Aish akthr? T3bt. Abi arj3. 

Jumana.. Lk 2 years bagi 2 more don't give up easily.. Don't let such a thing stops you from achieving your dream.. 

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3 weeks later:

I didn't talk to ziyad since that day.. I tried to call him several of times but he ignored me so I gave up. 

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It was weekend.. But I decided to cruise around London, do some shopping.. I hopped in my car and plugged in the AUX to my iPod, and the first song was..  

عسى ما يوحشك غالي تطمن يا هوى بالي انا في غربتي صابر مخلي بالي من حالي 

امس احتجتك وربك احتجت لحضنك وقلبك شفت البوم رحلتنا وزادت حاجتي لقربك

I couldn't move my car

تدري وش اصعب شي؟ انك تفتكرني حي انا حي بشكل ميت طاوني فراقك طي 

تعبت من التعب شفني تعبت اقول واحشني تعبت امثل الضحكه وفي لحظه تكشفني

Exactly

لو هالبعد يحرقنا ومن فرحتنا يسرقنا تأكد حبنا اقوى تأكد ما يفرقنا 

احب هي تكفي وزود قولها وتطيح حدود احبك كثر هالغربه كثر ما انا بك محسود.. 

I stopped the song, rested my head back to the seat! And cried, I cried so much.. I was sobbing and sniffing.. there's no song described me as much as this.. I miss ziyad so much. More than anyone. 

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I finally graduated.. My family attended to my graduation.. I was to sad because I couldn't share such a memory with ziyad. We took tons of photos.. Laughed.. But my laughs were all fake.

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I'm finally back to Riyadh.. Now I have my own boutique.. And the business is going so well 7amdellah.. Everyone grew up 7 years.. And yeah, lama and Khalid now have 2 adorable girls, the 4 years old Deem and 2 years Reem.. 

I was sitting in my granny's living room alone playing with Nawaf (rana's son) and ziyad came in. I didn't see him since we had that fight nor talked to him. Seeing him brought back so much memories that've always shattered my heart. But I decided to act strong and i don't care anymore. It's so hard to fake a smile.. 

Ziyad: Jumana? 

Jay: hala 

I acted like nothing happened in the past. Yes it killed me, but missing him was killing me more.. 

Ziyad; Jumana ttzwjeeni? 

The end. 

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