Cloud 9 23

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Cloud 9 chapter 23 

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Me: aish? :o

Everyone looked at my mother then shai5a then me. 

Leeh Ana a5r mn y3lm? Shsalfa? Meen a9ln? WTF 

Uncle Hamad: mashallah, mbrook wld meen? 

Mama: Alflani 

Fuck. Nfs 3aylt Salman. 

Mama: Salman Naïf alflani. 

hell yeeah, he's salman. 

A9ln hu mo b,america? 

I stood up and went to the bathroom, closed the door and locked it. 

are they kidding me? Why didn't they tell me? I'm their daughter. They should've told me "3shan Akoon b,9oora" forever Ana a5r mn y3lm. What makes it worse? Salman. 5l9o 3yal e,Riyadh klhom w ja salman mn bd Enas ya54 e5ti. Salman ma agool ela Allah y3een e5ti 3leek, Ana mt2kda a7d da3y 3leeha. 

Wait, that explains some of Salman's weird attitude lately. Because he's marrying my sister, ma ybi agool 3na shay. 7mar wallah ma a5leeh e5ti ma tstahl wa7d nfsa. M'3zlji w bzr w klb w 7geer. But how can I tell my mother. Btgoul "tbeen twgfeen rzg bnti" w btswi drama. But I need to talk, I have to talk. I MUST TELL MY MOTHER.

I washed my face, and went back to the living room. I acted normally that day. 

Mama: Ana mashya Yallah m3 eslammah 

Me; mama bje m3k 

Fawziah: twk btjeena. 

Me: la broo7 elbait bukra ajeek e9ba7 

Fawziah lw sm7ti Ana 3ndi dwam mnb fa'6ytlk 

Me: WAAAK ee 97. Yallah ajl bje 3nd 5alti. 

Aunt 79a: 7yak yumma 

Fawziah; Mabek tjeen baitna. 

Mama: 3zooz Yallah mama 

Me: Ana shawrtk? Bje 

3ziz: mabi aroo7. Abi al3bb 

Fawziah: ya weeelk lw jeeti  

Me: malk d5l 

Aunt 79a: 5la9 la tt'hawshon bzran? 

Me: Yallah m3 eslammah bs. W 5alti bjeek bukra mn e9ba7 

Aunt 79a: 7yaaak 

Fawziah 5ztni. And we brust out laughing. 

Me: Yallah 3ziz

3ziz: la ma nroo7 

Me: emsh Yallah mama 6l3t 

3ziz: mabe mabe 

Me: bukra feeh mdrsa mo bkaifk 

3ziz: mabe aro7 mdrsa abi al3b w5ri 

And he ran back to where my little cousins were playing 

Me: 3ZIZ WALLAH LW MA JEET MA A36EK YOUR GIFT 

3ziz: MABE 

Shahad came; Weenkm Yallah Fahad m39b 

Me: o5ok elbzr 4a mob ra'9y y6l3 

Shahad: mn Jdk anti? Kl esboo3 k4a sheeleh '39b 

Me: wallah Manb fa'9ya 5l,n5leeh amanah yje Fahad wela yousef yhz2ona 

Fahad came: WEENKM? SWAG ANA BARRA? 

Fawziah: jak elmoot ya tark e9alah 

Me: wallah 3ziz mo ra'9i y6l3. 

Fahad: Erkbu esyarah 

We went to the car 

Mama: wain o5okm? 

Me; yjeeb 3ziz 

Mama: leeh 5leetoh? Ma shftooh m39b? 

Shahad: mama wldk yrw3. 

Mama; shfto al7in jals ybki wsh yskta. 

Fahad opened the door. and 3ziz was crying. Ya lail 

Me; t3al 3zouz 7beebi 

He sat on my lap. 

Mama: Allah y9l7k w yhdeek ya Fahad 

3ziz; kareeh Fahad 

Fahad: km math agoulk la tl63ni barra ma asht'3l 3ndk Ana ? 

3ziz; kl zg 

Fahad: AISH?

The car filled with silence leen w9lna elbait. 

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I went to my room changed my clothes, wore my socks, plugged my phone to the charger and took my laptop laid on my bed played a movie, and overthinking was killing my brain. 

Shall I tell my mother? Or no? She'll get pissed off and I know it. And also she will be pissed when she knows about Salman's reality when he and shai5a get married. Wallah I'm so confused. I will tell her w ely y9eer y9eer. Ana a7b e5ti w a5af 3leeha mn wa7d nfs salman. Salman, m3roof 3na ra3i bnat w yshrb w yd5n. W atwg3 enh mshbk bnat California klhom. Ufff bgoul bgoul 5la9. 

That night I cloudnt sleep. I stayed all night thinking, I watched couple of movies, read a book until finally my mother woke up and all of my siblings went to their schools, and Fahad went to his work; shai5a was still sleeping. At 9 AM before I go to sleep since I'm jet lagged I decided to talk to my mother, I went to her room and knocked the door. 

Mama: meen? 

Me: Ana shaden 

Mama: t3ali mama 

I tiptoed and closed the door. I sat next to her 

Me; hmm.. mama bgoulk shay 

Mama: enh ma glna lk 3n shai5a? 

Me: mo bs k4a

Mama: aish ajal? 

Me: mama salman

Mama: shfeeh? 

Me: hu kan ydrs b,LA 

Mama: 3arfa

Me; mama elbnat henak y3rfoona 

Mama: aywa? 

Me: mama sum3ta mo kwaisa abdn. 

Mama: wsh g9dk? 

Me: mama wallah Ana a7b shai5a o5ti w ma abeeha ela eshay ezain wallah mo g9di a5rb 3laiha bs mama wallah m3rouf 3na m'3zlji w ra3i bnat w yshrb w yd5n. Mama sum3ta mo kwaisa. 

Mama: bs s2lna 3nh 

Me; mama akeed hena mar7 ygolon 3na shay ma y3rfoona kwais. 

She remained silent and guilt ate me alive.

To be continued.. 

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