My Life Changed In A Day 8

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.....: Hey bnat
We turned.. omg wsh jaba 4a hena? Mo 7flt bnat 4e? W kan m3h 3 more boys :/
zgeena abo el3afya 6b3an. gmna '36eena wjhna awl ma shfnahom
Stranger1: ha4a bait Lamia Alflani
No one answered him.
Stranger2: naseen lsankom bl,bait? rdo bait elbnt wela la
Jana: La
Stranger3: tst'hbleeeeen! klba 36tna w9f 56a2
Stranger4: gouli wallah
Jana: Shayfni bzr bk4b mthlan?
Stranger2: m3kom Nawaf, w ha4a Sultan, w 4a Fahad, w ha4ak Anas
Stranger 1 ho Sultan, stranger 2 ho Nawaf, stranger 3 Anas, w stranger 4 Fahad.
Anas: Mshkoreen.
w 6l3o

Deema: Leeh glti la? she whispered
Jana: 7ram elbnat ely da5l
Jay: 9ra7a Shukran lk Jana
Modhi was all silent and shocked
9abr called w gal enh brra
Jay: Deema w Jana emsho nw9lkm
Jana: la shukran swagy b6reeg
Lama: t3alo ejlso bsyara wla bhl,mkan ely y5wf
Modhi: Mn jdd
W krbo m3na esyara Lain ma ja swag Jana w ra7u w rj3na elbait

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At my house:
Jay: Sleepover
Lama: La  ma nbi feeh khalid w k4a
Jay: Amanah kuli tbn.
Modhi: 9adga Lamo
Jay: Ya jma3a Khalid y3rfkm mn snt jdi 3adi.
Modhi: Bklm omi
Jay: Okay
Lama: me too
W klmo omhat'hom w r'9o

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In my room:
We were watching a movie

The door got knocked
Jay: MEEEEN
Khalid: ana 7beeb glbk
Jay: l7'6a elbnat byt7jbon
W bsr3a bdlo their pajama w t7jbo
Jay: t3al
Khalid: Eslam
All of us: w 3laikom elsam
Khalid: Asf mo g9di az3jkom walah
Lama: la 3adi shd3waa
Khalid: keefkm lama w modhi
Both of them: Kwaiseen enta keefk?
Khalid: 7amdellah. Ezibdah mbrook klkom 3gbal masters
Jay: Allah ybark feek
Lama: Khalid bgoulk shay
*BTW Lama w modhi marah ymonon 3la Khalid bzyadah zay o5ohm l2n y3rfoona mn ma kna bzran.
Khalid: Sammy
Lama: sh3ndk kabr w 9ayer mu7trm k4a
Modhi: Wallah twni bs2l nfs esu2al ma 3rftk
Jay: ho mn 9ar ysht'3l w ho mt'3yr
Khalid: leeh mo 3ajbkom
Modhi La mu 3ajbna
Khalid: y3ni arj3 a6g6g 3leekom?
Lama: ee 3la Jay 5aa9ah! 5l n'67k
Khalid: w e5ti m95ra 3ndk t'67keen 3leeha?
Modhi: La la abdn ma 3rftkkk Khalid erj3 6bee3i
Khalid: Agoul bs shtswon
Modhi: Movie
Khalid: jeeboh t7t 5l nshof klna
Lama: Ayyyyyyywa k4a el7yah trj3 6by3ya
Jay: Bshr6
Khalid: wshu ya om eshroo6
Jay: Nbi akl t5yl nshoof movie w bs nshrb moya
Khalid: Afa ya 4a el3lm
Modhi Shayf keef:(
Khalid: Gomo elbso 3byatkom nroo7 Tamimi njeeb snacks
Lama: Ya fahmnyyyyyyy
Khalid: Afa 3leek
We wore our abayas and ran downstairs. W ana nazla am3 samo t9r5 bgwa I ran back to her room

Jay: Samo samo goumi samo goumi shfeeek?
Sama: BABA BABA
I shook her
Jay: Samoo Samo shfeek
Khalid came
Khalid: Sama Sama baba gomi
I shook her harder and she finally woke up
I hugged her. She was sweating and crying
Sama: Abi baba ween baba she cried even harder 
Jay: Bsmellah 3leek 7beebti
Khalid: Shfeeha?
Jay: Mdri
Jay: t3ali 7beebti
Jay: amanah Lama aw modhi jeebo lha moya mn ethalja shofo b'3urfti feeh atwg3
Lama: okay
I washed her face and she drank water. And I calmed her down
Sama: Bnam 3ndk anti w Lama w Modhi
Jay: sure
Sama: 3adi Lama w modhi?
Both of them: For sure
Sama; It doesnt bother you?
Lama: no
Khalid: Samo broo7 supermarket tjeen m3ay?
Sama: Eee Eee
Sama: Klna nroo7 ana w juju w modhi w lama, 3adi dodi?
Khalid: Ee 3adi
Sama: Yallah yallah

Supermarket at 12;30 AM:

Sama: Leeh ma feeh a7d hna?
Khalid: l2n bl,lail marah kl enas nayma
Sama: feeh feeh a7d she pointed at a girl with a guy
He was one of the strangers ely elyoum :|
He gazed us, and he realized us. It was obvious.
Lama and Modhi didn't realize him..
Sama: Doodi doodi come with me and she pulled him
Now its only me. modhi and lama iin the hallway
Jay: Abi ashtri Cereal
Modhi: Ana abi a5tar chips, lulu emshi m3ay
Lama: Yallah
KLO ZG LAAA!
Swait nfsi I don't care w r7t a5tar cereal.

Stranger: Gouli l,9a7btk ely elyoum la 3ad tk4b w lw shft'ha marah thaniya bfg3 wjha
he was nawaf. I realized his voice. I ignored him
Nawaf: mswya ma tsm3een.
W b3dain
Nawaf: Shsmk
I ignored him again
Nawaf: Mswya fe omha thgeela
Girl: Nawaaaaaaaf
Nawaf: Ab6l3k mn t7t elar'6 elyoum gbl bukra
and he left..
Honestly, gm6t shwy...

Jooni Modhi w Lama
Lama: t9n3een cereal?
Jay: ma 3rft wsh a54
Lama: 5ou4i cocopops w bs
Jay: ee ee
It was obvious that I was nervous
After we finished we payed and went back home

We were watching a movie in the TV room..
But my mind was absent.. I was thinking about that stranger
Klamh y5wf..
Modhi: Wallah Jaaaaaamd elmoviee
Khalid: Mn jdddd mn e5trah
Lama: Ana 6b3n
Khalid: ana gayl enk kafu mn zmaaan
Modhi: Jumanaaa
I went back to reality
Jay: Haa
Modhi: Shrayek blmovie
Jay: 7loo 7loo
R7t 3nd Sama she was sleeping.. Jeet bsheelha
Khalid: 5leeha ana awdeeha
Jay: Ana t3bana broo7 anam
Lama: me too
Modhi 7ta anaaa
Khalid: t9b7oon 3la 5eer

I went to my bed w I checked my phone

There was a notification from kik

NA: W jbtkkk ya bntttt
grait w sfht
NA: Tra yjeeni enk graiti
J: wsh tbe?
NA: Abeeek enti marh 3ajbtni
J: Ya 3mi 6eeer bs
NA: A7 y3ni feeh 7ob '3eeri?
J: Ahli ma rbooni 3la k4a
NA: Agoul bs
J: Bye.
And I blocked him

B3d ymkn less than 10 minuets jani kik notification thani

Nawaf: 3la balk block bysktni wallah l anshblk leen ajeeb rask
J: shtbe b'6b6? 5la9 engl3.
Nawaf: Abeek enti ma  tfhmeen! Wallah enk 9aroo5 maashallah 3leek
J: Gleel adb
Nawaf: y3ni m3anda?
J: Leen amot
Nawaf: 6ayb bgoulk shay
J: ?
Nawaf: e9dg wallah w rbi shahd 3ali en wa7d mn rb3i mt7deeni eni ajeeb rask. Wela ana wallah mali bhl.7rkat. w lw mo m9dgtni es2lle kl rb3i ethanen.
J: w elm6loob?
Nawaf: Abeek t36eeni wjh shwi bs bswi capture..
J: t7lm
Nawaf: Atrjaaak lw sm7ti shwi bs dgeega w7da
J: tst'hbl ant? Anzl mstway 3shank ant w 5wyk mt7deen b3'9?
Nawaf: w3d ma ra7 y3rf esmk. w bgoul esmk Jazi
J: wsh y'6mni 6ayb?
Nawaf: Mo wathga feeni?
J: La
Nawaf: Affffaaaa
J: Momken tngl3 l2n lw 3rf o5oy by4b7k w by4b7ni m3k?
Nawaf: 6ayb bgoul a5r shay
J: Wshu?:)
Nawaf: ll2manh wallah marh 3jbteeni keef t9rfti m3i. W tmskti b,mbad2k w deenk w ma 5nti thgt ahlk 7ta lw hy tmtheelya. 9dg 9dg mashallah 3leek allah y7f'6k.
J: ty
Nawaf: shd3wa ma glt ela 9dg..
And from that day he disappeared.. I didn't see him.. wla b9udfa.. Wla klmnii wla shay. 3ks ely twg3to.

8th of May 2014 Thursday

Dear Diary.. 

Today was different.. it was amazing and yet not that good. It was amazing because I was seeing my beloved ones smiling and happy.. It wasn't good cause I needed them in this day.. I need them to share this kind of memory with me. I miss them so much. More than ever. Today I literally wasn't in a good mood. And that Nawaf came and ruined it more. But 7amdellah 3la kul 7al. Rana is giving a birth after 3 months. I'm planning to throw a baby shower party for her.

Sama today scared me. My heart dropped down to my stomach when I heard her crying. 

The party today.. I've never thought that lamia is that kind of girls.. I thought she was an angel, and very cutie girl who follows her parents rules.. Never judge a book by its cover jay never ever.

I think that's all for today.. 

sincerely, 

Jay. 

And I closed my journal and went to sleep..

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After t79eli test.. 

Jay: OFFICIALLY GRADUATED 

Lama: jo3ana 

Jay: efr7i 6ayb 

Lama: bagi ma gdmna 7g eljam3a ma agdr afr7 

Modhi: bs 3l,agl eftkeena mn h,t79eeli e,tbn. 

Jay: mn jdddd 

Modhi: 5nroo7 nakl 

Jay: okay bs ween tboon

Lama: Ana abi scrambled egg 7g Lelian:( 

Jay: abo esh'hwa! Tboon baitna 9dg? 

Modhi; ee 5l nnam 

Jay: okay 

6b3n mreena bgala w r7na m7l nbdl shay. W k4a w 3la esa3a 2 rj3na baitna. 

At my house: 

D5lna wela ahli wallah mtjm3een aunties w uncles cousins And my grandma 

Jay; ahlaaaan yumma keefk

Grandma: hala b,Jumana hala b7beebti 

Jay: eshtgt lk 

Grandma: Ana akthr wallah! Oh lama w Modhi hna 

Jay: Eee 

W slamu 3leeha 

sama: JUMANAAAAAAA 

Bsmellah 

Jay; ha ha 

Grandma: w hwa yhwi el3du gouli n3m 

Jay; asfen -.- 

Sama: Jumana osama ma y5leeni al3bb! 

Jay: leeh tl3been m3 elawlad? Roo7i el3bi m3 bnat 

Sama: mabi mabi abi al3b b,garden football 

Jay: agoul bs ya el3bi m3 elbnat ya engl3i 7li mushkltk m3 nfsk! 

Sama: eff mnk broo7 3nd Rana a7sn mnk anti shaina 

Jay: engl3i 

Grandma: Allah yhdeek ya juju 

Jay: yumma wallah az3jtni shswi 

Grandma: bs rbi gal "فأما اليتيم فلا تقهر" w hy lisa 9'3eera

Jay: enshallah 

Lama: Ana broo7 adbr le akl 

Grandma: la taklon shay mswytlkom jreesh

Modhi; eg3dddddd! Wallah a7bk yumma 

Grandma: Ana a7bk b3d 

Lama: hwnt mar7 akl 

Grandma: ween o5ok juju

Jay: wallah mdri akeed b,dwam 

Grandma: la ho dag 3ali gayli t3alo Ana bl,bait elyoum

Jay: mdri Bdg 3leeh w agoulk. 

Grandma: ee Allah y3afeek 

Khalid: salaaaaam 

Grandma: e6yb 3nd 4krh 

And he kissed her forehead 

Grandma: weenk yuba t3zmni w troo7

Khalid; wallah 3ami Nasser mnadeni b,shareka

Auntie omniya: shftk 3mk Ahmad? 

Khalid: ee 5alti kan ysht'3l w gal byje 

Auntie omniya: ashwa 

Khalid: ha bnat keef ele5tbar 

Lama: Ana enshallah kwais

Modhi; ha ha 3la jreef enshallah anj7 

Khalid: afaa Modhi! 7ram t3bi wallah w Ana adrskom tgolon mudrs 59oo9i m9ri 

Modhi: wallah shswi e4a Ana da5la 3lmi 3shan 4ool 

Khalid: Ana gaylk 9deegatk mob 6ayrat ed5li ely anti sha6rah feeh 

Modhi; agoul bs ahm shay anj7 w ma a3eed eSannah 

Khalid; w enti juju? 

Jay; kwais 7amdellah 

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after they all left, it was 11:30 PM we were in the living room bs Ana w Rana w samo tl3b w Khalid 

Khalid: Rana juju 

Jay: haa I was on my phone 

Khalid: esm3i zain 6ayb w 5li jwalk 

G6eet jwali 

Jay: samm

Rana: wsh b'3et 

Khalid: Ana nweet akml nu9 deeni. He was shy

Rana: 7beeeeebi a5eeran 

Jay: aha la ma ttzwj asfa 

Khalid; leeh? 

Jay: mnb nag9a ho 5lga 7na ma nshofk ela bl,mout troo7 ttzwj 3shan ma nshofk abd? Sorry again bs la mafeeh zwaj 

Khalid: 7beeebti la shd3wa bjls m3kom! A9ln 6oul elfatra ely ra7t knt msh'3ol 3shan artb elashya t3rfeen oboy twfa w wgf esh'3l ftra 

Jay; keefk Ajal 

Rana: meen sa3edat el7'6 ely omha da3ytlha 

Jay; g9dk da3ya 3leeha ?

Khalid; wallah en ma hjdti ya Jumana l,akf5k 

And I laughed.. 

Jay: 9dg asfa bs meen? 

Khalid:...........… 

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Khalid: Jumana 3ami a7md ybeek t7t 

I expected it. I did. Because after my father's death he's responsible of me, Sama, and Khalid, since he's my eldest uncle.

Jay: jaya 

I pulled my hair into a high bun. washed my face and went down stairs.

Uncle Ahmad was sitting in the living room. 

Jay: slamu 3laikom 

U. Ahmad: w 3laikom eslam 

Jay: sh5bark 3mi as I kissed his forehead 

U. Ahmad: b5eer, anti sh5bark? 

Jay: 7amdellah 

U. Ahmad: I think you know why I'm here wela? 

I nodded silently. 

U. Ahmad: Ana mar7 ahz2k w at'hawsh m3k. Bklmk 3la enk bnt 3agla w fahma 

I smiled.. 

U. Ahmad: anti t3rfeen en elswaiteeh 3eeb? W enk f'67teena 3nd Enas? 

I nodded 

U. Ahmad: 6ayb momken tfseer lly swaiteeh? 

I told him from A to Z from when amerah's sister came, until today in the restaurant.. 

Jay: ... W ya 3mi ma atwg3 ely swt'h Feena y5leeni askt. Leeh mo hy ely swt'h 3eeb? 

U. Ahmad: a7 kl ha4a swt'h? He was shocked

I nodded. Tears were felling my eyes. But no I won't cry front of him. I don't want him to know that I'm weak. 

Jay: 3mi ent meen 3lmk 3la el,esalfah 

U. Ahmad: knt mnt'6rk ts2leen. Hy mgdma bla'3 enk mt3dya 3leeha b,mkan 3am w ely bl,m63m sh'hdo m3ha 

Jay; w 4e kl ma 9ar zg dgt 3la eshur6a? Leeh hy ely tbl'3? Ana bbl'3 b3d(: jalsa b,bait O5OY abeeha t6l3 

Uncle Ahmad came next to me and hugged me. He has a warm hug, a hug that makes me feel safe. And everything is alright. I've always loved his hugs. 

U. Ahmad: 5la9 7beebti Ana b7l elmushkla la t'9ygen 9drk. As he kissed the top of my head. 

I smiled at him 

Khalid; ha 5l9to? 

Jay: Ana broo7 anadi Sama tslm 3la 3mi akeed btfr7 lw 3rft enh hna

I knew that they needed to talk in private. 

Sama: uncle ahmaaaad 

And she ran to him and hugged him 

U. Ahmad: 7beebti samo Shlounk? Shmswya 

Sama: Ana 6ayba! Uncle where is Aram? 

Aram is uncle Ahmad youngest daughter and she's 10. 

U. Ahmad: bl bait! Awdeek 3ndha? 

sama: la la hy tje abi nl3b bicycles bl,garden 

U. Ahmad: enshallah al7in aklm 5ala omniya tjeebha

sama: thank you thank you 

And she kissed him and hugged him. She was so happy. Ya 7beebti ya sama. 

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Let me skip to my graduation day. But first let me tell you what happened in the past few days. 

 

Rana is now pregnant. She's on her 6th month. W Mohammad 6ayr y3d edgayg. Allah ys'hl w ytmm 3leeha 7beebti 

Sama grew up, we got a bit closer. she was annoying. But a day can't be a good day without her. She can easily make me smile without any efforts. I love her, and I can't imagine my life without her. 

Khalid graduated on the first semester, and he worked in our family company "ymsk 7lal baba" 

Modhi is engaged. But she didn't tell anyone yet. Just me and lama. 

Lama: Glbi hy she was with me on every step I take. On every breath I inhale and exhale. She was by my side. She had a fight with her Bf but they got back together. 

Amerah: 6l3ha Khalid mn elbait w ra7t 3nd ahlha. Khalid y9rf 3la bnt'ha  our sister so yeah. Ahm shay kind of eftkeena mnha w mn shrha. 

Me? I changed. A lot. I'm not the active jay anymore. I'm so cold. Im speak-less. Not social. Careless. I don't cry front of anyone now. I'm so cold hearted Simply I didn't move on. 

 My grades went down for one month but I worked harder just to finish this terrible year. I planned to study aboard. I know it's hard. But I promised my dad to be the best fashion designer in the Middle East. And I will be. Inshallah.. 

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Graduation day, 2:30 PM: 

Modhi: Jumana ween el,heels bsr3a 

Lama: Modhi ma t3rfeen t6al3een shwy?shofehom gdamk Allah la y3meena  

Modhi; a9ln hy weenha? 

I was in my father's room.. Talking to him and my mother 

Jay: ahlan, keefkom? Eshtgtlkom akthr mn ams... Asfa 3arfa mn zman ma 7akeetkom bs knt msh'3ola hl,youmen 3shan t5ruji. Eeh elyoum t5ruji. Knt atmna enkom m3ai bhl,youm bs la t5afon antom daym m3i w bglbi w b3gli w broo7i. 97 baba w mama Modhi en56bt t5ylo, hl,5bla elm9rg3a en56bt, 7ta Ana ma 9dgt lma galtle. Bs ha4a en9eeb. W Rana al7in b,sh'hr 6 Glbi hy Allah ys'hl 3leeha. W Khalid 9ar ma yje mn edwam ela 6. 9rna ma nshofa. Lma nt'3da bs Ana w samo a7yanan tje 5ala omniya w 3ama samira bs gleel. Mama w baba 3adi trj3on? Bs dgeega wa7da? Bs 3shan agoulkom wsh kthr a7bkom? Ahh bs lw Tdron wsh kthr el7yah 93ba bdonkom. Mama tdreen Rana 9art tshbhk ktheer ldrjt n'3l6 a7yanan w nadeeha mama, w Khalid 9ar zayk ya baba b'6b6 7ta lma yhawsh samo tgoulh bl,'3l6 5la9 baba fhmt. Baba w mama klna eshtgna lkom. Eshtgna ktheer marah. Allah yr7mkom. And I wiped my tears. 

I got used to it, every day I talk to them. A7s lazm y3rfoon aish y9eerlna b7yatna. 

I went back to my room. 

Modhi: tst'hbleen jay. 5rbti abo el,make up tdren? T3bt e Ana a76 

Jay: 5la9 Ana ams7a w a76 again wsh elmushkla ma gamt elgyama

Lama: 7ram 3leek jay. Tra yt3b. 

Jay: ya leel 5la9 Glna 6ayb. Ana a3dla 

Lama: ma ymdi esa3a 2:50 

Jay: ro7u entom e Ana al7gkm e4a marah mst3jleen. 

I was talking calmly. W hom m39been w ynaf5oon 

Modhi; lama ms7i el5rab leen ajeeb el,make up 

Rana came in 

Rana: ma 5l9too antom Yallah 

Lama: wallah e5tk 5rbt el,make up 7gha mo 7na 

Rana: Allah yhdeek ya juju

Jay; klu zg 6ayb 5la9 ro7u bla bthara 

Modhi came and fixed my make up so fast. I wore my knee length black dress. And we finally off to the graduation hall. 

Graduation hall: 

It was very crowded.. Girls over there wearing their heels, and here putting make-up. Some of them were taking photos. And the others asking their mothers or sisters how do they look.

I was looking at them quietly.. 

Honoring: 

My name was at the begging.. 

Principal: جمانه بنت نواف الفلاني 

I heard very hard appluases from behind. They were Lama and Modhi! 7baaybi :(( Rana my aunties Sama everyone was applausing.. 

After the graduation: 

We were taking photos! 70 million alf 9ora. 6b3n we took the graduation selfie me Lama and Modhi! 

Lama: btro7un after party? 

Modhi: 3nd meen? 

Lama: bbait Lamia 

Jay: mdri entom btro7on? 

Lama: Ana broo7 3shan lamia! 7ram hy daym tjeeni lma aswi jm3at w k4a 

Modhi: e4a btro7on broo7 

Jay: Ana zay Modhi 

Lama: 5nrou7 shwi w nrj3 

Jay: okay! Bs brj3 elbait abdl

Modhi: mee tooo 

Lama: 7ta Ana!

Jay: byee Yallah 

R7na bait lamia! 

Lamia's house: 

Kan '6lam elmkan y5r3:/ w a'3ani w 9ra5

Lama: leeh k4a sh'hl mkan mashof shay

7ta laser lights 5aysa she was screaming 

Modhi: emsho el7mam!!! 

We went to the restroom kan ahda shfna Jana w Deema 

Jana: OMG bnat elw'63 m 9 5 r a lazm n6l3 

Modhi: a9ln shloun shfti? 

Jana: shft b,flash eljwal 

Lama: leeh sh9ayer 

Deema: ymshoon b,bras w ely fat7a Skype wela tango m3 7beebha mo 6bee3i 

Jay; OMGGGG! 5l adg 3la 9abr 

I called 9abr w 6l3na nnt'6r bl,7osh 

.....: ya bnat 

Oh my god... 

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Sama: Yallah ana zhgt wsho? 

Rana: 9rt agdr a7ml.. as she blushed

My eyes popped out.. I couldn't believe it.. FINALLY 

I jumped on her and hugged her very tight! Wallah I'm so happy for her :( 

Sama: REALLY? Y3ni btjeeben baby? 

Rana: Ee 

Sama also hugged her.. 

the day ended and I ran back to my journal.. 

9th of September 2013, Monday 11:50 PM 

Dear Diary.. 

Today was different.. Even tho the fight at the morning was ruining my day, but Rana's news. made me or US all feel relief. Finally after 2 years of treatment and trying.. She can have babies, I'm so happy for her and Mohammad. 

Today I didn't talk to Modhi and Lama, I didn't use my phone, even tho I heard it ringing seven times maybe? But I didn't want to pick it up, I wanted to spend my day relaxing and with my family.. or let me say siblings to be more specific. 

Oh and about Khalid and my period? I really felt embarrassed, I know he knew about it, but it's so embarrassing when he told me. My face went to so many shades of red. I was red as tomatoes. 

That's all for today, because I spent the most of my day sleeping. 

Sincerely, 

Jay. 

And I closed the journal. But this time I didn't sleep. I just stared at the ceiling, and started over-thinking. Flashbacks of me, my father and mother started to hit me.. 

Flashback when I was 7 years old:

We were in Italy - Roma. I was running here and there. Khalid and Rana were walking and talking together. 

Mama: Juju mama t3ali la t'9e3en w anti ma t3rfeen t7keen lu'3t'hom wela t6e7en 

I ignored her sentence and ran. I was waving at people, they thought I was cute.. 

Until that moment when I fell on the ground and my knee started to bleed. 

Jay: MAMA MAMA i was crying 

My father came to running 

Baba: Hw shfeek? 

Jay: My knee 

He wiped my tears and lifted me up.  and went to my mother 

Mama: Shfti gultlk bs ma tsm3eeni, wsh y3wrk? she said as soon as she saw me 

I pointed at my knee.. 

Mama: Ya rbeeh, t3ali njls. 

We sat on a bench 

Mama: Rana yumma allah y5leek ro7i Pharmacy jebi plaster w Alcohol wipes 

Rana: Enshallah 

She cleaned my knee and sticked the plaster. 

Mama: y3wr?

Jay: la la 

Mama: 7beebti bsmellah 3leek she wiped my tears and kissed my forehead. 

end of the flashback. 

I found tears rolling on my cheeks. I wish my father was here wipe them, as he did when I fell. Or my mother kissed my forehead w tsmi 3ali. But both of them weren't here. None of them.. Allah yr7mkom ya a'3la shay b7yati. If you only knew how life is hard without you... 

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Next day at school. 

Lama: Tst'hbleen? 

Jay: wsho? 

Lama: ams ma dawmti w ma trden 3la jwalk (: 

Modhi: mn jdd 

Jay: bsmellah 

Modhi: shayfa jni -.-? 

Jay: wallah anti ely mdri mn ween 6l3tili -.- 

Modhi: agoul bs, wsh swaiti ams? 

Jay: wla shay 

Lama: Allah youm kaml ma swaiti shay-.-? 

Jay; amz7 ela 6b3n swait shay

Lama: wsho? 

Jay: Mali 5lg agoul esalfah marh 6wwela

Modhi: gouli bs 

Deema & Jana: hey bnat 

Jay; ahlan 

Jana: sh5bark Jumana ? 

Jay: kwaisa 

Modhi; jdran 7na? 

Deema: ams ams shftk ma kmlt 24 sa3a 

Modhi: ya 7'6kk (;; 

Deema: agoul bs esm3o nbi n6l3 

Jana: ee please 

Lama: ee lw sm7tu mn zman ma 6l3naaa 

Modhi; Ana ma 3ndi man3 

Jana: w juju? 

Jay; mdri bshof bs ma a'6n 

Jana: leeh? Amanah Jumana lw sa3a 

Jay: mta 6ayb?

Deema: el5mees 

Jay: esa3a ? 

Jana: 4 bl39r gbl ez7ma 

Lama: okay 

Jay: bshoof l2n samo e5ti w k4a 93ba a5leeha bl,bait l7alha 

Jana: u5wank weenhum ? 

Jay: e5ti mo fa'9ya jm3t ahl zujha w Khalid 3ndh sh'3l akeed 

Deema: jtni fkra Ana 

Jana: wshe 

Deema: klna njeeb 5watna w ynbs6on m3 b3'6 

Modhi: Ana 6al3a astans wela a'3th nfsi

Lama: 7amdellah ma 3ndi 5wat 

Jay: that sounds better 5la9 bje

Jay: w lama jeebi Zaina amanah 

Lama: la enshallah -.- 

Jay: lw sm7ti uf eshtgt lha 

Lama: kl youm bbaitna t3ali Shoufeha 

Jay: ya sheenk

Deema: ezibdah 5la9 el5mees m7d ys7b? 

Jay: ee enshallah 

Jana: kfo 

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Thursday with the girls at one of the restaurants here in Riyadh: 

Deema: juju 

Jay: hala 

Deema: feeh waa7da wrak bs t5zna 

Jay; meen? As I turned around 

Deema: Allah yfshlkkkk ya 7mara 

When i saw her my jaw dropped.. 7ta hna la7gtni Allah ya54 wjhk.. Enas t6l3 tstans w Ana a6l3 atnkd bshoft wjhk.. Ah bs lw byde ya ameerah agoum akf5k(: 7sbi Allah 3lek w kfa(: 

Deema: Jumanaaaa Jumana hey anti 

Jay; haaa 

Deema: shfeek youm shfteeha galb wjhk alwan? 

Jay: la wla shay 

Deema: t3rfeenha? 

Modhi: shfekom ttsasron 

Deema: n7sh feek 

Modhi noticed how nervous and pissed off I was.. She immediately whatsapp-ed me 

Whatsapp: 

Modhi: shfeek? 

Modhi: sh9ar? 

Jay: zga mwjoda wrana Ana lazm amshi. 

Modhi: Allah ya54ha 5la9 ma 3leek ejlsi w la k2nk shfteeha 

Jay: magdr at7ml b6l3 

End of the chat. 

I called the driver 

Jay: 9abr ween enta 

9abr: barra ma feeh rooh bait 

Jay: kwais Yallah Ana yje al7in 

The called ended 

Jay: Yallah ya jma3a Ana lazm amshi 

Lama: Hww jay twna 4:45 7ta 5 ma 9art 

Jay: sorry Khalid dg 3ali gal 5alti t7trrena bl,bait 

Lama: Youh Yallah bye 7bebti 

W slmt 3leehom w a54t samo w mshait 

Uff we need to pass by her table (: 

Sama was on my right and closer to her table..

When we passed Sama Suddenly fell 

Sama: ouch 

Jay; bsmellah 3laik 

Sama: someone from this table 3krftni 

As she pointed at ameerah and her friends table 

Jay: Ana a3lmk feehom 

I went to ameerah 

Jay: heeeeeh enti 7ta hna 6alba mshakl bzr? Shofi shkubrk 3ndk bnt tra (: 

Ameerah: heeeeeh mn anti? W leeh tnaf5en 3ali kni a9'3r bzrank(: 

Jay: oh meen Ana? Mswya ma t3rfeeni? Ana Jumana Nawaf Khalid alflani(: your step daughter (: 3rfti meen Ana? 

Lama, Jana, Modhi and Deema rushed to me as soon as they saw me. Ameerah was so embarrassed. 

Ameerah; shtbeen (:?

Jay; enti ely shtbeen? Ana m6y7a e5tk wela enti? Ana ely jaya at'hawsh wela anti? E4a Anti t7been mshakl w Ana amout bl,mshakl! 

Ameerah: heeeh e7trmeeni trani akbr mnk 

Jay: wallah wa'67 enk kbeera 

Deema: Jumana shfeek? Hdii

Jay: Deema 5leenj atfahm m3 hl,bzr l7ali please 

Jay: esm3i anti klam yw9lk w yt3dak, en shftk garba mni Ana wela wa7d mn e5wani wallah ma y79lk ay 5eer. Wallah w rbi foug ysm3ni enk bttmnain elmoot w ma tlgeena sam3a? Enti jrbi tgrben bs

6b3n 6oul elhwsha w elm9ri ely bl,m63m byhdeena bs mo 3arf. Msr7ya bl,m63m I know. Bs mustfza(: 

I took sama and went to the cry 

The whole car ride we both didn't speak. A word. She was scared. And I was pissed. In the middle of the ride I hugged her.. So tight.. She hugged me back! She looked at me and saw the tears. The tears who found their way as soon as i hopped in the car. 

sama: don't cry Ana a7bk 

Jay; Ana a7bk akthr and I sniffed 

Sama: juju 

Jay: Sammy 

Sama: will you promise me to stay with me forever? 

Forever? I don't promise.. My baby..

Jay: I promise you to stay as long as possible.. As long as I can and I kissed her head..

When we arrived home, I saw Khalid's car parked.. Sh3ndh? He said he won't come until 8 :/ 

When I entered the house.. I saw Khalid he was waiting for us. 

Khalid: JUMANA

jay: samm 

Khalid: sama 7beebti roo7i foug 

Sama ran upstairs without saying a word.. 

Khalid: ANTI MN JDK? ANTI 3ARFA SHSWAITI?

Jay: ent wshdarak? 

Khalid; MO HA4A MW'9O3NAA BDAL MA TSTREN 3LEENA TROO7EN TSWEENLK MSR7YA GDAM ENAS ? 

Jay: bs ent ma t3rf wsh swt 

Khalid: LW TSWI ELY TSWI BS MA TSWEEN ELY sSWAITEH 

jay; 6AYB ESM3NI 

Khalid: O9 

And he slapped me..  

I stared at him for few seconds and ran to my room.. I cried so much.. Until the door was knocked

Khalid: ........... 

I expected that..

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We arrived home, and there was the surprise... 

We found the police, with Ameerah and the Merry. As soon as merry saw us. 

Merry: sir sir sir Khalid 

The police officer turned around and saw me and Khalid 

Khalid: eslamu 3leekom 

Police officer: w 3laikom eslam 

And the shook hands.

Khalid: smm o5uy sh9ayer? 3sa 5eer? 

Ameerah: ay 5eer? Antom a7d yrji mn wrakom 5eer? She was pissed

Officer: e5t ameerah, lw sm7ti 5leenj atfahm m3 erjal. 

KAAAAAAAAAAAAK. I couldn't handle it and I burst out laughing =)))) fshlhaaaaaa

Ameerah: wsh ely y'97k 

Jay: wla shay wla shay ahh b6ni bmot =))

Khalid: ma 3leek mnha, elmohem gli sh9ayer amer? 

Officer: wallah el,e5t ameerah mgdma bla'3 3nkom, w gayla enkom m3tdeen 3leeha fe bait'ha 

Khalid: fe bait meen? E5t Ameerah?

Ameerah: baiti 3ndk shay? Her voice was a bit loud.. 

Khalid: atmna enk ts7been bla'3k b,kramtk a7sn 

I was listening.. B3rf enhaya 

Officer: u5oy momken ttf'6l m3i ll,8sm ntfahm hnak? 

Khalid; okay bs bklm e5ti dgeega 

We went inside the house 

Khalid: 3jbtk elmsr7ya (:? 

Jay: shfeek? 

Khalid: mn Jdk wagfa gdam erjal k4a? 

I looked down at myself 

Jay: leeh shfeeni? Labsa 3abya w mt7jba? 

Khalid: 3eeb 3leek twgfeen k4a marah thaniya 6ayb? :) 

Jay: enshallah.. 

Khalid: Ana asf ma kan g9di ahz2k bs a'3ar 3lek enti e5ti e9'3eera w lazm a7af'6 3lek

Jay: la 3aadi as I smiled 

He kissed my forehead

Khalid: entbhi lnfsk okay baba ? 

Jay; enshallah! 

And before he leaves

Jay; gouli wsh y9eer mo ts7b 

Khalid enshallah 

And he left.. 

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Let me tell you some facts about Khalid.. 

Khalid is an amazing brother that everyone who've always wished to have. He is so caring and loving person. Otherwise he get pissed easily and faster. Me and him? We are not that close.. But I think we started to get a bit close.. Baba Allah yr7mh have always treated him that he's the man of the house. He always thinks that he has the right to make disciouns in the house, and we all should follow his rules. He thinks that I'm the noisy, annoying sister; yet I'm the cutest. Me and khalid have shared so many memories together.. I love him just the way he is.. I love him when he yells at me because I know he never yelled ela lm9l7ti. Yeah right at the moment i get pissed and sometimes I cry but later on I realized that I'm blessed with him. Allah la y7rmni.. 

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Khalid came back.. After 2 hours and 30 minuets. I was in the TV room.. Overthinking.. And he stopped the train of my thoughts by saying 

Khalid: Salamm

Jay: 3laikom eslam 

Khalid: ma nmti? 

Jay: la 

Jay: sh9ar 

Khalid: tfshlt 

Jay: 9dg? As I laughed 

Khalid: ee =)) 

Jay: ezibdah Ana broo7 anam t3bt as I stood up and made my way to the door.

Khalid: ee okay, bs esm3i 

Jay: hala 

Khalid; if you're on your period you can easily tell me and I will understand as he smiled 

My face went 100 shades of red.. 

Khalid: hey la tst7een trak bnt 3aadi 

Jay; chub 

And I ran upstairs.. 

Afshl mn hl,mgwf??? Okay my father used to know bs y3ni 3aadi my father .. Bs Khalid? NO WAY even tho if he knows leeh ygoul :( uff 5la9 Jumana keefa 

And I went into a deep sleep.. A very deep one 

Hours later: 

...: wake up Yallah 

Jay: Ufff chub 

Sama: m7md w Rana jawo w they've got some news w ma ygolon ela lma tjeen 

Jay: esa3a km? 

Sama: 5:30

Jay: ALLAAAH

And i jumped out off bed 

Wsh h,noum 

Ma 7sait abdnnn. 

Jay: Yallah a'3sl w abdl w ajee 

Sama: ee bsr3a 

TV room:

Jay: ahlan 

And I hugged Rana 

Rana: wsh h,noum 

Jay: wallah ma 7sait 

Khalid; 5laa9 jt juju wsh salftkkm?  

Sama: ee ee bsr3a 

Jay: ee shsalfa jatni samo w az3jtni 

Mohammad and Rana started to look at each other and giggle 

Khalid: akrh 4a el7rkat tra 3ndi 70 sh'3la ma 5l9t'ha 

Mohammad: a39abk gm 6gni b3d gm? 

Jay: good news 97? 

Rana happily nodded 

Jay; btgoulin wela shloun? 

Mohammad: guess? 

Sama: Ana a3rf Ana a3rf 

Rana: wsho ? 

Sama: mama ameena btje? 

Rana: nope 

Jay: bnftk mnkom? W 7rkatkom elma9la? 

Mohammad: wj333!!!! As he threw a pillow on me 

Jay: kl zgg 

Khalid: Ana a3rf eljwab 

Jay: wsho ya abu el3reefen enta-.-? 

Khalid; bnsafr? 

Jay; ALLLAAAH ammaaa 9dg m7md? 9dg Rana ? 

Rana: w edrasa enshallah ?-.- 

Sama: ya Allah! Ana zhgt wsho? 

Rana:....... 

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Guess what was the news? And did it really make them happy? 

I know I know it's a bit short but I didn't have time, and the past few days I was sick I couldn't right.. If I received enough feedbacks I will post tomorrow inshallah! 

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Sorry guys there's a part that got deleted by mistake. 

After we called khalid and told him everything, we went to my father's office, and went through all of his papers until we found the house's instrument. it was written under Khalid's name. It was changed after Khalid turned 20. (Khalid is 22 btw) 

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When we arrived to the house, it was pretty big villa. At least it costs 6 million Riyals. We hoped off the car after we parked, and rang the bell. And a maid came.

Maid: Who are you?
Khalid: Can we talk to Ms Ameerah?
Maid: Okay, wait.
And she went inside. After a while, I saw Ameerah sneaking from the  window. She saw me.

The maid came and said: Sorry, but Madam is busy now.
habla ana?
I pushed the maid away from my face and went inside the house. Rana and Khalid were following me and calling my name out.

I opened the door hardly and said: ANTI WSH TBEEN HA? WSH TBEEN B'6B6?
Ameerah: HEEEH ENTU E6L3U BARRA BS and she pushed me 
Khalid: La tmdeen ydk 3leeha la aksrha lk fahma? Thani shay Meeen anti 3shan t6rdeenna mn BAITI? He was very pissed off. more than ever. 
Ameerah: 7beebi wsho baitk? Ha4a BAITI mktoob Besmi. mn 5 sneen.
Khalid threw the house's instrument on her and said: Egri
She read the paper. And her jaw dropped down.
Ameerah: Mta 9ar kl ha4a w mta '3yraa? Ana 36eeta twkeel bs mo m3nat'h yswi feeni k4a el5ayn elk4ab
Jay: HEEEH HEEEH WEEN GA3DEEN? MEEN ENTI 3SHAN TTKLMEN 3N OBOY BH6REEGA. THANI SHAY ELMAYT LH 7URMT'H. EBL3I LSANK LAG9H LK SAM3A?
Khalid: Heey anti ednya 3ndk k4a sbhl'lh? Esm3i wallah en ma hjdti anti w ahlk l,a6rdk mn elbait anti w ely m3k fahma?
Ameerah stared shockingly
Rana: oboy kan a4ka mnk wela?
Jay: Tfu 3la ashkal zay k4a.
And we left the house.

We went to pick up Sama from her school and went home.

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After that long tiring day.. Finally I'm laying on my bed writing in my journal

8th of September 2013, Sunday, 11:00 PM 

Dear Diary, 

Today was different, today I realized how much I changed after his death. I changed a lot. I am not the same caring/loving Jay anymore. Today, I realized that I'm just careless.. Today I realized that nothing worths in life. Because you see this life? one day it will just end. 
Today, my eyes got opened on so many things in this life. One of these things, that I have the best out of the best friends ever. Modhi and Lama, were always here for me. and I was never there for them, I'm selfish. I wish that I could do one move that will fix everything back.. But what we can say, ha4a 8'9a2 allah w 8durh, w n3ma bellah <3 

Sincerely, 
Jay 

P.S: I love you my diary. 

and i closed my journal.. and went to sleep.

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Merry; Jumana wake up Yallah, it's 6:45 already

Jay: merry please leave me alone. I want to sleep 

She kept calling my name, she opened the curtains, and the light; she also closed the AC. 

Jay: ya rbeeeh mnkkkk! I said I don't want to go to school 5laa9. 

Merry: I will call Mr. Khalid 

Few minuets later, Khalid came. 

Khalid; Jumana goumi 5laa9 3ad 

Jay: 7beebi Khalid b3d Glbi w 3umri Ana. Wallah rasi w b6ni y3wrooni. 

Khalid: 6ayb tbeen panadol? 

Jay: la shukran 

Khalid: 6ayb goumi Yallah

Jay: wallah ma feeni 7aaail 

Sama came in. Nag9aa Ana???? 

Sama: goumi Yallah ya Jumana t25rt 

Jay: roo7i enti m3 Lelian Ana al7gk b3dain 

Sama: la abi m3aak. 

Jay: leeh y3ni? 

Her eyes started to fill with years 

Jay: Youh Hww samo 7beebi shfeek? 

Sama ran to me and hugged me as she said: mabi aroo7 mdrsa. Ms. Emily bt'hawshni:( 

Jay: why! 

Sama: cause yesterday I hit a girl 

Jay: leeeh? 

Sama: because she was making fun of me 

Jay: did you tell Ms. Emily that she makes fun of you? 

Sama: she refused to listen to me. 

Jay: aww sweetie! 5la9 agoum abdl al7in w aroo7 m3k! 

Khalid; Ana awdeekom elmdrsa Yallah go wear ur shoes 

And she left 

Khalid: lw t3bana la tdawmeen bs roo7i m3ha w arj3k 

Jay; 9dg? ;( 

Khalid: eeh 

Jay: OMG shukraaan !! 

And I hugged him 

Khalid; goumi elbsi Yallah 

I jumped out of the bed and ran to the bathroom 

Khalid: wa'97 t3bana -.- 

I giggled and closed the door 

Sama's school: 

I went to her class and I found the teacher! 

Jay: hey ms. Emily may I talk to you in private please? 

Ms. Emily: sure 

she came outside and closed the door!

Jay: as you know I'm sama's  elder sister! Earlier today she was crying. And refused to go to school! And when I asked her why, she said that you're mad at her and she's scared. 

Ms. Emily; oh about yesterday's! I didn't mean to yell at her! I'm sorry I just was under pressure. I'm sorry again! 

Jay; it's fine! I just want you to talk to her and tell her that you're not mad at her or something. 

Ms. Emily: yeah sure, don't worry about it!

Jay; I really appreciate your understanding thank you so much! 

Ms. Emily: don't thank me, it is my fault. And she's still young! 

I smiled at her and said goodbye 

At the car: 

Khalid: ha sh9ar

Jay: e5tk drama queen 

Khalid dari

I smiled 

Khalid: juju 7beebti shfeek? Talk to me? 

Jay: I'm just tired 

Khalid: from what 

Jay: you know from what.. 

Khalid: 7beebti enti! Ha4a ktbt rbna shnswi? 

Jay: I just need sometime 

we arrived home, and there was the surprise... 

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Modhi went to get something from upstairs, then that creepy woman, came and sat next to me. She sat quietly for 1 minuet maybe, then whispered to my ear: e5ti w bnt'ha lhom n9eeb mn el7lal.

My jaw dropped. At first, I didn't get. But then, I was shocked. Very shocked..

I froze for a second then turned to her and whispered: wsh g9dk?

Creepy woman: atwg3 enk kbeera ldrjt enk fhmti wsh glt, m3 eslammah. And she left. 

Yeah she left, as simple as that.
Her words felt like a hot water was poured on me in the middle of August at 12 o'clock. My father was married to another woman, and he also has a daughter from her. Why he didn't tell us? Why he hid it from us? I laid my head back on the coach, closed my eyes and flashbacks started hitting me. 

Flashback when I was 13 years-old: 

Rana: baba leeh ma ttzwj? Ant m7taj wa7da tgablk w tdareek! 

Baba: la Rana 7beebti, 93ba atzwj.

Jay: bs baba Rana m3ha 7g. 

Khalid came in. 

Khalid: eslamu 3laikom, and he kissed my father's forehead. 

All of us: w 3laikom eslam 

Khalid: ween samo? 

Jay: nayma a'6n 

Khalid: ya rbe leeh tnwmonha? Tz3jni bl?lail ma tnam(: 

Father: 5la9 a54ha 3ndi el,Laila 

Rana: la yba Ana a54ha ma 3leeh 

Father: anti wrak drasa w ha4i a5r sannah lk lazm tshdeen 7eelk 

Rana: la yuba ma y5alf Ana zay omha mo bs e5t'ha elkbeera 

Jay: mn zeenk 3ad t9eren omna w3 -.- 

Father: Jumana 3eeb!! 

Rana; Jumana bla 7rkat bzran l,ahfk bkf. 

...: dodi dodi

Khalid: samooo 

And she ran to him and hugged him, w shalha. 

Khalid; 9ba7 el5eer ya jameela

Jay: ya lail, bye Ana ray7a '3urfti 

Father: shfeek shfeek? T'3aren mnha? 

And they all laughed. 

Jay: ha ha ha, la ma a'3ar bs 3ndi homework bsweehom

Father: Allah ywfgk 7beebti. 

And I went to the stairs, I didn't go to my room, I stayed and listened to their conversation. 

Father: el'3eera bt4b7 e5tkom 

Rana: yuba ma 3leek fatra w t3di

Father: bs 7ram m7d m36eeha wjh bhl bait kln lahi bnfs'h w sh'3lh w drast'h wela b,Samo

Khalid: 9adg oboy, 5la9 yuba Ana mw'9oo3 juju 3ali. 

Father: ma tg9r 5ald 7beebi wallah 

After I heard them I ran directly to my room, and closed the door; I took my journal and started writing. 

13th of November 2008, Thursday. 1:37 PM

Dear Diary, 

I never wanted my family to feel sad about me, or they think that I feel jealous from Sama. I never wanted to be their Thursday afternoon talking. I love Sama, but I hate the way they treat her, they think that she's an angel from the sky. I know that she's only 3 years-old but also I'm still young and I need someone who treat me like the way I have to be treated. I have to be treated like every teenager in this world.. I hate being ignored, and they always ignore me, because they think that I'm still young? Well I'm young but not very. I have a brain and I understand every single thing they say. I'm just old enough to understand everything. Ugh I just wish I can tell them how I feel. I love you my Diary, you're the only thing that is always here for me when I need to talk, or express, or even cry. You're a great listener. 

Sincerely, 
Jay. 


Modhi's voice, made me go back to reality.
Jay: Hala hala
Lama: Shfeeek?
Jay: La wla shay bs rasi y3wrni shwy
Modhi: 6b3n by3wrk ma aklti shay mn ams.
Lama: 9adga Modhi, bgoum ajeeblk akl.
I was silent, I didn't want to talk.
Nas jaw ktheer y3zoon.. And i was still silent.

After a while..

Lama: 5u4i kuli, toasted cheese sandwich with honey, just the way you love it! she said it with a smile on her face.
i just stared at her for couple of seconds then said
Jay: thanks bs mabi
Lama: mo bkaifk, 7ram 3leek wallah t3bt w ana asweeha..
Jay: 3shan ma afshlk wallah wela ana ma asht'heeha as I took a bite from the sandwich. 
Lama; glbi ely ma ybon yfshlooni wallah
I smiled, a weak smile, a smile that showed how much in pain I was..

After the 3aza, at 10 PM, people left only the close people stayed.. including Modhi and Lama and their mothers.
My auntie Samira came to me (my father's elder sister)

Aunt Samira: Ween Samo?
Jay: in her room
And she went to her. 

Rana and Maisa (my cousin) came to me

Rana: jay Glbi wsh tbeen takleen? 

Jay; mabi shay 

Maisa: ma y9l7 k4a shofi wjhk keef a9fr w t3ban 

Jay: ma asht'hi 

Lama: wallah Rana 7awlna feeha mo ra'9ya 

Rana: Jumana lazm takleen mo zain lk k4a abdn abdn 

Jay: ma asht'hi shloun y3ni? 

Rana: mo 3la sh'hwa ho! Gltlk wsh tbeen akl y3ni wsh tbeen? Bla dl3 bzran 

Jay: 5la9 mabi shay uff. 

And I ran upstairs, but this time not to my room, to my father's room.. 

I took the picture that was next to his bed, it was him and my mother on their wedding day. I stared at it for few minuets, then I started talking to it.. 

Jay: hey, sh5barkom? Eshtgtlkom marah. Do you know, my life is terrible without both of you. We really need you.. Wallah eshtgtlkom! 7yaty bdoonk ya mama mdri keef t7mlt'ha.. W al7een bdoon baba, mdri keef b3eesh bdoonk ya 7beebi, mdri e4a knt bgdr akml 7yati bdoonk aw la. Bs ma atw83. When I was young, I thought that everything will last forever, but my mom didn't last forever.. And from that day I realized that nothing will last forever.. After that I did my best to keep you as long as I can baba.. But I couldn't.. I saw you in the morning yesterday, and after 2 hours from seeing your amazing smile, they told me that you made a car accident, and you left.. Forever.. And yeah baba, can I ask you something? Leeh tzwjt ma gltlna? Leeh 5bait 3leena? W 9ar 3ndk bnt thaniya.. Bnt '3airna Ana w samo w Rana.. You didn't think of the day when you leave and we know about them? Yeah me too, I never thought that you will leave us this soon. Yes I was shocked bs baba wallah I still love you so much.. And I will never hate you. I don't know how this day passed without the smell of your double shots espresso, and without the sound of the news on the TV, and the newspaper, its still on bartable ely bl,kitchen.. Baba even Merry and Lelian miss you, I saw them crying today.. Baba, Allah yr7mk w yjm3ni feek bl,Frdous ant w mama ya 7yat w Glb w roo7 bntkom antom. M3 eslammah.. And I kissed the picture and hugged the picture and laid on the bed and tears slowly started to fall.. 

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A week later: 

The past week I lost weight, 6KGmaybe?

I was walking through the school hallways at 6:45 AM, black bags under my eyes, a high messy bun, a Pale face, and buggy sweater.; going to my class. I can hear girls whispering, they're talking about me. And about how I look, and about my skinny body. I was the type of girls who knows everyone in the school, I was social person, active one, helpful one. A9b7 3la kl a7d, and I smile at them. But this time, I didn't say good morning, I didn't smile. I was looking terribly awful. 

Ms. Maha: 9ba7 el5eer juju

I looked at her, then walked. I didn't bother myself to even smile.

As I entered the class, I saw my friends talking, laughing, and gossiping. As they realized That i came in they all went silent. I didn't talk to them, I just made my way straight to my chair, threw my bag on the floor, sat, and I stared at the floor blankly. Lama came to me 

Lama: good morning sunshine 

Jay; what do you want? 

Lama: shfeek? 

Jay: nothing. Go away. 

Lama: t3ali bklmk and she held my hand. 

Jay: mabi 5laa9 engl3i 3n wjhi 

I know. I'm stupid, and selfish, and harsh. But I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. 

7:00 AM and the bell rang. 

A teacher came and said, 

Ms Asma: bnat Yallah 6aboor. 

Jana (a cutie friend, but she's not that close to me): jay Yallah 

I stood up quietly and left the class. 

Suddenly Modhi popped front of me. 

Modhi: 9ba7u

I ignored her sentence and completed walking. 

Modhi: shfeek jaya bshrk? 

Jay; wallah ya Modhi en Mali 5lg ay a7d. 

Modhi: leeh jaya ajl? 

Jay: adrs 

Modhi: uff mnk. Juju you have to move on. Btg3den k4a 6oul 3umrk? Ttwg3en 3mi Nawaf lw shafk bhl, 7ala byr'9a?

Jay: UFF ANTOM MA TFHMON GLT MALI 5LG ATKLM MOMKEN T5LOONI L7ALI? SECOND OF ALL HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO MOVE ON WHEN I LOST A'3LA SH59 3LA GLBI?ESH59 ELW7EED ELY KAN M5LEENI AKML 7YATI? And I ran to the toilet with tears in my eyes.

I went inside one of the toilets, slammed the door behind me and locked it. And tears found their way on my cheeks. I cried and cried, and cried. I know that crying won't change anything and it won't return my dad. But I just felt like crying. Without being bothered with door knocks. But they did, they knocked the door. 

Lama: juju please e6l3i 

And they kept knocking and I was ignoring them. 

Modhi: asfa ma kan g9di a'9aygk. Take your time, bye. 

I opened the door, I needed their hug. 

As soon as they heard the door being opened, they turned. I hugged them, and cried. 

Jay: sorry wallah sorry. Ma kan g9di wallah. 

Modhi; it's fine. Wash your face and let's go to the class, we have math. 

I backed off, and wiped my tears. I washed my face, and we went to the class. 

Math class was very boring. Chemistry was next. But I couldn't understand anything. Quraan then break. 

On the 4rd period, Ms. Maha came to the class, and she said that Rana wants me. 

Jay; my sister? 

Ms Maha nodded. 

I went to Ms. Maha office and I found Rana. 

Jay: wsh jabk? 

Ms. Maha: a5leekom l7alkom. 

And she went out and closed the door 

rana: leeh ma glti le? 

Jay; 3n wsho? 

She was pissed off. 

Rana: la tst'3been 

Jay: hw Rana shfeek? 

Rana: 3n mrt oboy Allah yr7mh 

Jay: ahhh 

Rana: leeh Ana a5r mn y3lm? 

Jay: wallah ma glt la7d. 

Rana: bs mfroo'9 tgoulen le. 

Jay: anti wsh drak? 

Rana: jtni elbait w g3dt t'hz2 w t9ar5

Jay: a7 wsh Jabha? 

Rana: tbe 7gha bl,wrth. 

Jay: kan glti lha en elwrth ma ytwz3 al7en. Ma t3rf hy? Ma tdre en elwrth ma ytwz3 ela lma Samo w bnt'ha eltbn ykmlon 15 sanna (:? 

Rana: galt bt76 mu7ami 

Jay: 5l t76 10 b3d, shay b,deen w eshr3 3la keef omha ely jabt'ha ho? 

Rana: 6ayb shswi al7een? 

Jay: 6l3eeni 5rooj w nroo7lha w nl3n shklha, t7sb hy elw7eeda ely tgdr tje w t9r5 w t6wl lsanha?

Rana: aha 3la Asas bt7leen elmushkla?

Jay: amanah 6l3eeni 5rooj w nroo7 ll,bait w nklm 5loud 

Rana: 6ayb 6ayb! 

.. 

I went home, we called Khalid and he came! 39b 6b3n enh leeh ma gltu le w Ana 6r6oor bhl,bait. And bla bla bma

We went to "my father's wife" house. And there was the shock. 

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My Life Changed In A Day 2

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Dear Diaries: 

Tuesday, 3rd of September, 2013, 11:45 PM 

   Today was miserable, I lost my hero, my king, my all the time best-friend, MY FATHER. He was the only one who listens to me when I complain about school stuff, or anything without getting bored. He was the only one who helps me with my homework, or projects for school. He was the only person who's supporting me to study finance, everyone else thought that finance is so pointless. He was the only one who stands me when I'm PMS-ing. Simply life without my father is worthless, pointless, and HARD
Do you know what I mean? I lost my mother 8 years ago, and now I lost him. When I first heard the news, I didn't believe it, I thought the principal was joking or it was prank. But it wasn't. I really lost him. I will never see him smiling nor laughing again. I think I wouldn't stand life without him. Now people will call me and my siblings Orphans. This word is so harsh, and heartbreaking. 
When I saw him today blm'3sla I felt numb, my feet were too weak to hold me. I don't know what I will do without him. I know that Khalid will do his best to cover his place, like what Rana did when I lost my mother. But sorry Khalid you can't and you won't. There's no one like my father. No one can make me laugh when I cry, no one knows how to cheer me up when I'm not in good mood, he's the only one who knows how to do those things. I miss him already. Poor Sama, she lost both parents in this very young age, I will try to help but I'm sure I can't, I saw her crying today in her room, I wanted to help but she didn't want anyone. 

Tears started falling on my journal.

Simply my diary, no father = no life. 

Sincerely, 
Jay. 

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I closed my journal. and laid on my bed. That night. I couldn't sleep. not even for a second.
At 3:30 AM my door got knocked, and Khalid came in.
Khalid: Yallah 7beebti Jumana goumi '3sli w tw'6i w 9li lk rk3teen bnroo7 n9li 3la oboy.
Jay: Enshallah.
Khalid kissed my forehead and left the room.
I did  everything. took my 3baya and went down stairs I saw Khalid Rana, and Mohammad (Rana's husband if you dont remember)
Jay: Ween Sama?
Rana: Al7een jaya
I wore my 7jab and sat with them waiting for Sama.
Sama came down, looked terrible. I never saw Sama like this. Plus kant m7tassa bl3baya.
Rana: t3ali 7beebti a3dlk 3baytk
Sama went to her, Rana fixed her 3baya, and we went to the mosque.

9laina 3la baba, Modhi, Lama were there, 7baybi hom :(
After that, dadona nslm 3la baba for the last time.
When I saw him, a wide smile was drawn on his face. I kissed his forehead and stood up staring at him, not even blinking. I stared for 5 minuets. then I leaned down to him again, and placed my head on his chest, then I started talking to him.
Jay: baba ana 3arfa enk ma tsm3ni, bs baba leeh k4a t5leena? Baba we need you more than anyone. Baba bshtaglk zay ma ant eshtgt l,mama w akthr bktheer. Baba ana a7bk tdre 97? Wallah ya baba a7bk. Lw bkaifi? a54t 3umri w 36eetk eyah, w ana mt bdalk. Baba eshtgtlk baba goum lw sm7t. Meen asolf lh gbl ma anam? mn yhawshni lma ashrb soft drinks w ygouli mo zaina lk? Baba aw3dk wallah aw3dk bswi ely tbe bs enta erj3. baba lw sm7t wallah a7bk. Allah yr7mk w y'3frlk ya 7beeb w glb w 7yat bntk Jumana ely r7t w 5leet'ha. Tears started to fall more than anytime.
My voice was so low, I was almost whispering. Everyone was staring at me, I didn't care, or maybe I didn't bother myself to. I sat on my knees staring at him, Sama sat next to me, staring blankly also at him.
Sama: Ana a7b baba ma7b ykon k4a shkla She said and her voice was close to crying
She did. She cried. But this time, she cried silently. I gave her a side hug, trying to calm her down, but I couldn't, 7beebti ya Sama :(

Khalid held my arm gently and helped me to stand up, I took Sama's small soft hand and we both stood up. They covered his face again, and that's mean I will NEVER EVER see him, maybe I will do in my dreams? Or maybe in Jannah? No one knows.. Allah yjm3na feek 7beebi.

I saw Lama and Modhi, i hugged them, tight, very very tight. And tears found their way, and fell. They were acting strong for me, but at the end they both broke down.

Me, Lama and Modhi, are best-friends for 12 years now or even more I don't really know. They've always considered my father as theirs. We've shared so many memories together. They're my secrets keepers, and my soul-sisters. I can't imagine my life without them. As much as we might fight and argue, but I know that they're always here for me. May Allah bless them both. 

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1st day of 3aza: 

It was a very horrible day, everyone was crying. But there's that one woman, who looked creepy. I never saw her in my life, since she came in she was staring at me, and my sisters. Rana was on my left, and Modhi was on my right. Modhi went to get something from upstairs, then that creepy woman, came and sat next to me. She sat quietly for 1 minuet maybe, then whispered something to me. My jaw dropped. At the first, I didn't get. But then, I was shocked. Very shocked.. 

To be continued... 

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Who was that woman? And what she told Jumana? 

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My Life Changed In a Day 1

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(A/N: None of the characters and events are true, they're all FICTIONAL.)

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Monday, 2nd of September, 2013, 11:47 PM

Dear Diary: 

Nothing interesting happened today, i just went to school, took a Chemistry quiz, studied Maths, Physics, Biology, Islamics and Arabic. And when i went back home I had some lunch, then slept for 30 minuets, afterwards I studied because as you know I'm a senior now. 
Good night xx

Sincerely, 
Jay.

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 I wasn't in the mood to write, I was having a bad headache, and I feel exhausted. I checked my phone, then I went to sleep.

Next day:

I woke up at 4:30 took a 30 minuets refreshing shower then I prayed. After that I took my maroon backpack, and rushed downstairs.

Merry: Jay do you want coffee?
Jay: Yes please.
I drank my coffee and went to the T.V room, I saw my father reading the newspaper and having his double shots espresso.

Jay: Good morning, as i kissed his forehead and cheek.
Father: Good morning sweetheart, are you ready?
Jay: Yes I'm but its still too early. b6l3 b3d nu9 sa3a
Father: I will take you to school today!
Jay: Wallah?
My father nodded.
Jaay: YAAY
me and my father laughed along together.

6:50 AM my father dropped me  at school and went to his work:

I saw Lama, and Modhi
Jay: 9ba7 el5eer
Both of them: 9ba7 enour
Ms Maha: Bnaat yallah 3.6abour
Jay: Yallah 9baa7 5air, as I huffed.
Modhi: enas ga3da tt6wr w 9aro ygroun el,announcement bdayat kl class ela mdrstna sub7an allah.
Lama: Emshu bs elklam ma y'3yr shay.

At 8:30, our principal came and asked me to come with her. I went to her office, it was awkward. Like the principal never called me, I didnt do anything yet, the day just started.

Principal: keef 7alk jumana?
Jay: kwaisa
Principal: 7beebti Jumana, anti bnt mo2mna bl,allah w b,8'6a2h. W tdreen ay shay y9eer ykoun 5eera lk 97?
I nodded. Jay: Ms sh9ayer?
the principal was very nervous. Suddenly the door got knocked.
Principal: tf'9li
Her secretary came with a bottle of cold water, and an orange juice.
The principal politely asked her to leave and close the door;  and she left.
Principal: Wallah ya Jumana ma a3rf keef agoulk.
Jay: Ms sh9ayer?
Principal: Obok swa 7adth w 36ak 3umrah.
As I heard the news, I felt like someone slapped me hardly on my face. I stared at her quietly for seconds.
Jay: Hahaha nice one Ms, he just dropped me at school two hours ago, as i laughed hysterically. 
She came and hugged me very tight.
Principal: 7beebti jumana 3'6m allah ajrk
Those words she said, felt like knives stabbing my heart. Tears started rolling on my cheeks. Very hot tears.
The door got knocked again, and its the secretary again. I ran towards her
Jay: hy tk4b 97? 97 Ms Haya? 97? Oboy twa mw9lni wallah shftaa elyom ma kan feeh shay. kan y'67k
Ms. Haya pulled me for a very tight warm hug.
She let me off and said: o5uk ynt'6rk barra.
I left the place and went to my class, I needed Modhi and Lama. As I entered the class, everyone saw my puffed eyes, and red nose. Tears were falling like waterfalls. Modhi and Lama ran to me, Lama hugged me.
Modhi: Jumana shfeek? wsh 9ayer? Jay tklmi?
I just hugged Lama back I sobbed. 2 minuets later I let her off, and went to take my stuff.
I left the class, Modhi and Lama followed me. The teacher called them to come back to the class, but they ignored her.
Lama: Jay e7ki shfeek? sh9ar?
They kept asking the same question till I turned and faced them
Jay: OBOY MAT, OBOY SWA 7ADTH W MAT. I yelled 
Modhi's eyes got filled with tears,
Lama held my shoulders and yelled out at me: Jay mn jdk? Jumana 3MI NAWAF MAT??
Everyone heard our loud voice, most of the students and teachers came out of their classes and started gathering around us.
The principal came , took my hand gently and walked me to the door.
As I saw my brother, Khalid I hugged him tight, his hugs were always the best.
Jay: Khalid yk4bon 97? Khalid baba b,sh'3l 97?
Khalid: Ya 7beebti ya Jumana, gouli allah yr7mh w y'3frlh.

When we arrived home, I saw my elder sister Rana she's 24 and married to Mohammad, and my youngest sister Sama she's 8. Oh and my mother? My mother passed away when she was giving a birth to Sama.
All of them were crying even Merry, and Lelian our maids.
I ran upstairs to my room, and slammed the door behind me. I jumped on my bed and digged my head to my pillow, and cried.
Minuets later, I felt someone touching my head. I raised my head and saw Rana, she was crying. I threw myself to her chest and cried even harder.

To be continued...

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