My Life Changed In A Day 6

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Sama: Yallah ana zhgt wsho? 

Rana: 9rt agdr a7ml.. as she blushed

My eyes popped out.. I couldn't believe it.. FINALLY 

I jumped on her and hugged her very tight! Wallah I'm so happy for her :( 

Sama: REALLY? Y3ni btjeeben baby? 

Rana: Ee 

Sama also hugged her.. 

the day ended and I ran back to my journal.. 

9th of September 2013, Monday 11:50 PM 

Dear Diary.. 

Today was different.. Even tho the fight at the morning was ruining my day, but Rana's news. made me or US all feel relief. Finally after 2 years of treatment and trying.. She can have babies, I'm so happy for her and Mohammad. 

Today I didn't talk to Modhi and Lama, I didn't use my phone, even tho I heard it ringing seven times maybe? But I didn't want to pick it up, I wanted to spend my day relaxing and with my family.. or let me say siblings to be more specific. 

Oh and about Khalid and my period? I really felt embarrassed, I know he knew about it, but it's so embarrassing when he told me. My face went to so many shades of red. I was red as tomatoes. 

That's all for today, because I spent the most of my day sleeping. 

Sincerely, 

Jay. 

And I closed the journal. But this time I didn't sleep. I just stared at the ceiling, and started over-thinking. Flashbacks of me, my father and mother started to hit me.. 

Flashback when I was 7 years old:

We were in Italy - Roma. I was running here and there. Khalid and Rana were walking and talking together. 

Mama: Juju mama t3ali la t'9e3en w anti ma t3rfeen t7keen lu'3t'hom wela t6e7en 

I ignored her sentence and ran. I was waving at people, they thought I was cute.. 

Until that moment when I fell on the ground and my knee started to bleed. 

Jay: MAMA MAMA i was crying 

My father came to running 

Baba: Hw shfeek? 

Jay: My knee 

He wiped my tears and lifted me up.  and went to my mother 

Mama: Shfti gultlk bs ma tsm3eeni, wsh y3wrk? she said as soon as she saw me 

I pointed at my knee.. 

Mama: Ya rbeeh, t3ali njls. 

We sat on a bench 

Mama: Rana yumma allah y5leek ro7i Pharmacy jebi plaster w Alcohol wipes 

Rana: Enshallah 

She cleaned my knee and sticked the plaster. 

Mama: y3wr?

Jay: la la 

Mama: 7beebti bsmellah 3leek she wiped my tears and kissed my forehead. 

end of the flashback. 

I found tears rolling on my cheeks. I wish my father was here wipe them, as he did when I fell. Or my mother kissed my forehead w tsmi 3ali. But both of them weren't here. None of them.. Allah yr7mkom ya a'3la shay b7yati. If you only knew how life is hard without you... 

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Next day at school. 

Lama: Tst'hbleen? 

Jay: wsho? 

Lama: ams ma dawmti w ma trden 3la jwalk (: 

Modhi: mn jdd 

Jay: bsmellah 

Modhi: shayfa jni -.-? 

Jay: wallah anti ely mdri mn ween 6l3tili -.- 

Modhi: agoul bs, wsh swaiti ams? 

Jay: wla shay 

Lama: Allah youm kaml ma swaiti shay-.-? 

Jay; amz7 ela 6b3n swait shay

Lama: wsho? 

Jay: Mali 5lg agoul esalfah marh 6wwela

Modhi: gouli bs 

Deema & Jana: hey bnat 

Jay; ahlan 

Jana: sh5bark Jumana ? 

Jay: kwaisa 

Modhi; jdran 7na? 

Deema: ams ams shftk ma kmlt 24 sa3a 

Modhi: ya 7'6kk (;; 

Deema: agoul bs esm3o nbi n6l3 

Jana: ee please 

Lama: ee lw sm7tu mn zman ma 6l3naaa 

Modhi; Ana ma 3ndi man3 

Jana: w juju? 

Jay; mdri bshof bs ma a'6n 

Jana: leeh? Amanah Jumana lw sa3a 

Jay: mta 6ayb?

Deema: el5mees 

Jay: esa3a ? 

Jana: 4 bl39r gbl ez7ma 

Lama: okay 

Jay: bshoof l2n samo e5ti w k4a 93ba a5leeha bl,bait l7alha 

Jana: u5wank weenhum ? 

Jay: e5ti mo fa'9ya jm3t ahl zujha w Khalid 3ndh sh'3l akeed 

Deema: jtni fkra Ana 

Jana: wshe 

Deema: klna njeeb 5watna w ynbs6on m3 b3'6 

Modhi: Ana 6al3a astans wela a'3th nfsi

Lama: 7amdellah ma 3ndi 5wat 

Jay: that sounds better 5la9 bje

Jay: w lama jeebi Zaina amanah 

Lama: la enshallah -.- 

Jay: lw sm7ti uf eshtgt lha 

Lama: kl youm bbaitna t3ali Shoufeha 

Jay: ya sheenk

Deema: ezibdah 5la9 el5mees m7d ys7b? 

Jay: ee enshallah 

Jana: kfo 

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Thursday with the girls at one of the restaurants here in Riyadh: 

Deema: juju 

Jay: hala 

Deema: feeh waa7da wrak bs t5zna 

Jay; meen? As I turned around 

Deema: Allah yfshlkkkk ya 7mara 

When i saw her my jaw dropped.. 7ta hna la7gtni Allah ya54 wjhk.. Enas t6l3 tstans w Ana a6l3 atnkd bshoft wjhk.. Ah bs lw byde ya ameerah agoum akf5k(: 7sbi Allah 3lek w kfa(: 

Deema: Jumanaaaa Jumana hey anti 

Jay; haaa 

Deema: shfeek youm shfteeha galb wjhk alwan? 

Jay: la wla shay 

Deema: t3rfeenha? 

Modhi: shfekom ttsasron 

Deema: n7sh feek 

Modhi noticed how nervous and pissed off I was.. She immediately whatsapp-ed me 

Whatsapp: 

Modhi: shfeek? 

Modhi: sh9ar? 

Jay: zga mwjoda wrana Ana lazm amshi. 

Modhi: Allah ya54ha 5la9 ma 3leek ejlsi w la k2nk shfteeha 

Jay: magdr at7ml b6l3 

End of the chat. 

I called the driver 

Jay: 9abr ween enta 

9abr: barra ma feeh rooh bait 

Jay: kwais Yallah Ana yje al7in 

The called ended 

Jay: Yallah ya jma3a Ana lazm amshi 

Lama: Hww jay twna 4:45 7ta 5 ma 9art 

Jay: sorry Khalid dg 3ali gal 5alti t7trrena bl,bait 

Lama: Youh Yallah bye 7bebti 

W slmt 3leehom w a54t samo w mshait 

Uff we need to pass by her table (: 

Sama was on my right and closer to her table..

When we passed Sama Suddenly fell 

Sama: ouch 

Jay; bsmellah 3laik 

Sama: someone from this table 3krftni 

As she pointed at ameerah and her friends table 

Jay: Ana a3lmk feehom 

I went to ameerah 

Jay: heeeeeh enti 7ta hna 6alba mshakl bzr? Shofi shkubrk 3ndk bnt tra (: 

Ameerah: heeeeeh mn anti? W leeh tnaf5en 3ali kni a9'3r bzrank(: 

Jay: oh meen Ana? Mswya ma t3rfeeni? Ana Jumana Nawaf Khalid alflani(: your step daughter (: 3rfti meen Ana? 

Lama, Jana, Modhi and Deema rushed to me as soon as they saw me. Ameerah was so embarrassed. 

Ameerah; shtbeen (:?

Jay; enti ely shtbeen? Ana m6y7a e5tk wela enti? Ana ely jaya at'hawsh wela anti? E4a Anti t7been mshakl w Ana amout bl,mshakl! 

Ameerah: heeeh e7trmeeni trani akbr mnk 

Jay: wallah wa'67 enk kbeera 

Deema: Jumana shfeek? Hdii

Jay: Deema 5leenj atfahm m3 hl,bzr l7ali please 

Jay: esm3i anti klam yw9lk w yt3dak, en shftk garba mni Ana wela wa7d mn e5wani wallah ma y79lk ay 5eer. Wallah w rbi foug ysm3ni enk bttmnain elmoot w ma tlgeena sam3a? Enti jrbi tgrben bs

6b3n 6oul elhwsha w elm9ri ely bl,m63m byhdeena bs mo 3arf. Msr7ya bl,m63m I know. Bs mustfza(: 

I took sama and went to the cry 

The whole car ride we both didn't speak. A word. She was scared. And I was pissed. In the middle of the ride I hugged her.. So tight.. She hugged me back! She looked at me and saw the tears. The tears who found their way as soon as i hopped in the car. 

sama: don't cry Ana a7bk 

Jay; Ana a7bk akthr and I sniffed 

Sama: juju 

Jay: Sammy 

Sama: will you promise me to stay with me forever? 

Forever? I don't promise.. My baby..

Jay: I promise you to stay as long as possible.. As long as I can and I kissed her head..

When we arrived home, I saw Khalid's car parked.. Sh3ndh? He said he won't come until 8 :/ 

When I entered the house.. I saw Khalid he was waiting for us. 

Khalid: JUMANA

jay: samm 

Khalid: sama 7beebti roo7i foug 

Sama ran upstairs without saying a word.. 

Khalid: ANTI MN JDK? ANTI 3ARFA SHSWAITI?

Jay: ent wshdarak? 

Khalid; MO HA4A MW'9O3NAA BDAL MA TSTREN 3LEENA TROO7EN TSWEENLK MSR7YA GDAM ENAS ? 

Jay: bs ent ma t3rf wsh swt 

Khalid: LW TSWI ELY TSWI BS MA TSWEEN ELY sSWAITEH 

jay; 6AYB ESM3NI 

Khalid: O9 

And he slapped me..  

I stared at him for few seconds and ran to my room.. I cried so much.. Until the door was knocked

Khalid: ........... 

I expected that..

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What Khalid told her? And what happened later on? You should wait for the next chapter to know (;

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