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Dear Diaries:
Tuesday, 3rd of September, 2013, 11:45 PM
Today was miserable, I lost my hero, my king, my all the time best-friend, MY FATHER. He was the only one who listens to me when I complain about school stuff, or anything without getting bored. He was the only one who helps me with my homework, or projects for school. He was the only person who's supporting me to study finance, everyone else thought that finance is so pointless. He was the only one who stands me when I'm PMS-ing. Simply life without my father is worthless, pointless, and HARD
Do you know what I mean? I lost my mother 8 years ago, and now I lost him. When I first heard the news, I didn't believe it, I thought the principal was joking or it was prank. But it wasn't. I really lost him. I will never see him smiling nor laughing again. I think I wouldn't stand life without him. Now people will call me and my siblings Orphans. This word is so harsh, and heartbreaking.
When I saw him today blm'3sla I felt numb, my feet were too weak to hold me. I don't know what I will do without him. I know that Khalid will do his best to cover his place, like what Rana did when I lost my mother. But sorry Khalid you can't and you won't. There's no one like my father. No one can make me laugh when I cry, no one knows how to cheer me up when I'm not in good mood, he's the only one who knows how to do those things. I miss him already. Poor Sama, she lost both parents in this very young age, I will try to help but I'm sure I can't, I saw her crying today in her room, I wanted to help but she didn't want anyone.
Tears started falling on my journal.
Simply my diary, no father = no life.
Sincerely,
Jay.
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I closed my journal. and laid on my bed. That night. I couldn't sleep. not even for a second.
At 3:30 AM my door got knocked, and Khalid came in.
Khalid: Yallah 7beebti Jumana goumi '3sli w tw'6i w 9li lk rk3teen bnroo7 n9li 3la oboy.
Jay: Enshallah.
Khalid kissed my forehead and left the room.
I did everything. took my 3baya and went down stairs I saw Khalid Rana, and Mohammad (Rana's husband if you dont remember)
Jay: Ween Sama?
Rana: Al7een jaya
I wore my 7jab and sat with them waiting for Sama.
Sama came down, looked terrible. I never saw Sama like this. Plus kant m7tassa bl3baya.
Rana: t3ali 7beebti a3dlk 3baytk
Sama went to her, Rana fixed her 3baya, and we went to the mosque.
9laina 3la baba, Modhi, Lama were there, 7baybi hom :(
After that, dadona nslm 3la baba for the last time.
When I saw him, a wide smile was drawn on his face. I kissed his forehead and stood up staring at him, not even blinking. I stared for 5 minuets. then I leaned down to him again, and placed my head on his chest, then I started talking to him.
Jay: baba ana 3arfa enk ma tsm3ni, bs baba leeh k4a t5leena? Baba we need you more than anyone. Baba bshtaglk zay ma ant eshtgt l,mama w akthr bktheer. Baba ana a7bk tdre 97? Wallah ya baba a7bk. Lw bkaifi? a54t 3umri w 36eetk eyah, w ana mt bdalk. Baba eshtgtlk baba goum lw sm7t. Meen asolf lh gbl ma anam? mn yhawshni lma ashrb soft drinks w ygouli mo zaina lk? Baba aw3dk wallah aw3dk bswi ely tbe bs enta erj3. baba lw sm7t wallah a7bk. Allah yr7mk w y'3frlk ya 7beeb w glb w 7yat bntk Jumana ely r7t w 5leet'ha. Tears started to fall more than anytime.
My voice was so low, I was almost whispering. Everyone was staring at me, I didn't care, or maybe I didn't bother myself to. I sat on my knees staring at him, Sama sat next to me, staring blankly also at him.
Sama: Ana a7b baba ma7b ykon k4a shkla She said and her voice was close to crying
She did. She cried. But this time, she cried silently. I gave her a side hug, trying to calm her down, but I couldn't, 7beebti ya Sama :(
Khalid held my arm gently and helped me to stand up, I took Sama's small soft hand and we both stood up. They covered his face again, and that's mean I will NEVER EVER see him, maybe I will do in my dreams? Or maybe in Jannah? No one knows.. Allah yjm3na feek 7beebi.
I saw Lama and Modhi, i hugged them, tight, very very tight. And tears found their way, and fell. They were acting strong for me, but at the end they both broke down.
Me, Lama and Modhi, are best-friends for 12 years now or even more I don't really know. They've always considered my father as theirs. We've shared so many memories together. They're my secrets keepers, and my soul-sisters. I can't imagine my life without them. As much as we might fight and argue, but I know that they're always here for me. May Allah bless them both.
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Dear Diaries:
Tuesday, 3rd of September, 2013, 11:45 PM
Today was miserable, I lost my hero, my king, my all the time best-friend, MY FATHER. He was the only one who listens to me when I complain about school stuff, or anything without getting bored. He was the only one who helps me with my homework, or projects for school. He was the only person who's supporting me to study finance, everyone else thought that finance is so pointless. He was the only one who stands me when I'm PMS-ing. Simply life without my father is worthless, pointless, and HARD
Do you know what I mean? I lost my mother 8 years ago, and now I lost him. When I first heard the news, I didn't believe it, I thought the principal was joking or it was prank. But it wasn't. I really lost him. I will never see him smiling nor laughing again. I think I wouldn't stand life without him. Now people will call me and my siblings Orphans. This word is so harsh, and heartbreaking.
When I saw him today blm'3sla I felt numb, my feet were too weak to hold me. I don't know what I will do without him. I know that Khalid will do his best to cover his place, like what Rana did when I lost my mother. But sorry Khalid you can't and you won't. There's no one like my father. No one can make me laugh when I cry, no one knows how to cheer me up when I'm not in good mood, he's the only one who knows how to do those things. I miss him already. Poor Sama, she lost both parents in this very young age, I will try to help but I'm sure I can't, I saw her crying today in her room, I wanted to help but she didn't want anyone.
Tears started falling on my journal.
Simply my diary, no father = no life.
Sincerely,
Jay.
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I closed my journal. and laid on my bed. That night. I couldn't sleep. not even for a second.
At 3:30 AM my door got knocked, and Khalid came in.
Khalid: Yallah 7beebti Jumana goumi '3sli w tw'6i w 9li lk rk3teen bnroo7 n9li 3la oboy.
Jay: Enshallah.
Khalid kissed my forehead and left the room.
I did everything. took my 3baya and went down stairs I saw Khalid Rana, and Mohammad (Rana's husband if you dont remember)
Jay: Ween Sama?
Rana: Al7een jaya
I wore my 7jab and sat with them waiting for Sama.
Sama came down, looked terrible. I never saw Sama like this. Plus kant m7tassa bl3baya.
Rana: t3ali 7beebti a3dlk 3baytk
Sama went to her, Rana fixed her 3baya, and we went to the mosque.
9laina 3la baba, Modhi, Lama were there, 7baybi hom :(
After that, dadona nslm 3la baba for the last time.
When I saw him, a wide smile was drawn on his face. I kissed his forehead and stood up staring at him, not even blinking. I stared for 5 minuets. then I leaned down to him again, and placed my head on his chest, then I started talking to him.
Jay: baba ana 3arfa enk ma tsm3ni, bs baba leeh k4a t5leena? Baba we need you more than anyone. Baba bshtaglk zay ma ant eshtgt l,mama w akthr bktheer. Baba ana a7bk tdre 97? Wallah ya baba a7bk. Lw bkaifi? a54t 3umri w 36eetk eyah, w ana mt bdalk. Baba eshtgtlk baba goum lw sm7t. Meen asolf lh gbl ma anam? mn yhawshni lma ashrb soft drinks w ygouli mo zaina lk? Baba aw3dk wallah aw3dk bswi ely tbe bs enta erj3. baba lw sm7t wallah a7bk. Allah yr7mk w y'3frlk ya 7beeb w glb w 7yat bntk Jumana ely r7t w 5leet'ha. Tears started to fall more than anytime.
My voice was so low, I was almost whispering. Everyone was staring at me, I didn't care, or maybe I didn't bother myself to. I sat on my knees staring at him, Sama sat next to me, staring blankly also at him.
Sama: Ana a7b baba ma7b ykon k4a shkla She said and her voice was close to crying
She did. She cried. But this time, she cried silently. I gave her a side hug, trying to calm her down, but I couldn't, 7beebti ya Sama :(
Khalid held my arm gently and helped me to stand up, I took Sama's small soft hand and we both stood up. They covered his face again, and that's mean I will NEVER EVER see him, maybe I will do in my dreams? Or maybe in Jannah? No one knows.. Allah yjm3na feek 7beebi.
I saw Lama and Modhi, i hugged them, tight, very very tight. And tears found their way, and fell. They were acting strong for me, but at the end they both broke down.
Me, Lama and Modhi, are best-friends for 12 years now or even more I don't really know. They've always considered my father as theirs. We've shared so many memories together. They're my secrets keepers, and my soul-sisters. I can't imagine my life without them. As much as we might fight and argue, but I know that they're always here for me. May Allah bless them both.
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1st day of 3aza:
It was a very horrible day, everyone was crying. But there's that one woman, who looked creepy. I never saw her in my life, since she came in she was staring at me, and my sisters. Rana was on my left, and Modhi was on my right. Modhi went to get something from upstairs, then that creepy woman, came and sat next to me. She sat quietly for 1 minuet maybe, then whispered something to me. My jaw dropped. At the first, I didn't get. But then, I was shocked. Very shocked..
To be continued...
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Who was that woman? And what she told Jumana?
Wait for the next chapter to know!
I hope you enjoyed this chapter! You can give me your feedbacks by commenting, or DMing me on twitter, or on ask ask.fm/blogger_jay
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Loved the chapter but it was way too short:(
ReplyDeleteI'm glad! Sorry I didn't have time wallah :(
DeleteOmg meen:o a7s omha aw an zwjat aboha aw shai k4a 97?
ReplyDeleteYou should wait for the next chapter to know who ;;)
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