Cloud 9 21

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Cloud 9 Chapter 21


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I took the bus and went back home.

What a great way to spend my ‘18th birthday’ starting from turki, to crying on Fawaz. Lets hope this day will pass by so fast.. By a blink of an eye. 
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Shai5a: sh3ndk raj3a? mo bt6l3een
Me: t3bana
Shai5a: ah 

Me: shai5a

She ignored me

Me: shai5a shai5a 

She ignored me again 

Me; wallah eni ma aklm jdar! Shai5a Rdi 

Shai5a: shtbeen 

I went and sat next to her on the couch 

Me: momken t5leen jwalk shwy 

She lifted her gaze on me 

Shai5a: tklmi asm3 

And looked back at her phone 

Me: enti jaya tn6green? Esm3i bs bgoulk shay wa7d 

Shai5a: n3m? 

Me: amanah shai5a wallah I'm so sorry even if I didn't anything. Wallah Asfa please sha5sh5

Shai5a: enti mn glti sh5sh5 w Ana hwnt asm3k 7ta 

Me: shai5a:( a7bk tdreen? 

And I kissed her cheek very quick 

Shai5a: y3 engl3i

Me; wallah mar7 aroo7 leen tgolen enk ra'9ya. Ma7b ajls m3 a7d z3lan mni 

Shai5a: ra'9ya bs engl3i 3n wjhi 

Me; Glbi wallah whhh and I kissed her again 

I sang while running to my room 

Shai5a: nshbaaaz gsmbellah 

Me: y79lk 

Shai5a: t3ali Ana jo3ana 

Me: tbeen t6l3een 

Shai5a: anti leeh ma 6l3ti 

Me; bs mabi a6l3 m3hm elyoum I want to spend time with you.

Shai5a: Yallah Gomi n6l3 

Me: klmti mama? 

Shai5a: ee tslm 3leek 

Me: btrj3een weyay? 

Shai5a: Eee 

Me: cool yalla 6ayb wsh msht'hya 

Shai5a: pizza 

Me: OMG Bwdeek m7l pizza jeeta awl ma jeet hena marh l4ee4 

Shai5a: Yallah 

Me: esm3i bshr6 

Shai5a: aish 

Me: t3zmeeni? 

Shai5a: Ana e'6eefa 

Me: m6fra:$ 

Shai5a: emshi bs. 

We went to the restaurant ely Jeenah Ana w turki awl youm. T4kroona? el5aleej Klh hena.

Shai5a: ez7ma tgrf 

Me: 3adi lazm tt3wdeen 

Shai5a: table for 2 

they made us wait for 20 minuets. 6b3n shai5a tt7l6m. 

Me: 5la9 chub. T3wdi, Wla m63m hena ma tnt'6reen ela lw mswya reservation. 

Shai5a: malt bs 

Chasher; Ms. Shaden 

Me: Yallah t3ali(: 

We sat, and the table was across ours where full of Saudi guys they were so annoying. 

Shai5a: la jd y3 

Me: chub amanah e4a ma y3rfoonk Ana y3rfooni 

My phone buzzed, it was a whatsapp notification 

T: lift ur head up. 

I read it without unlocking my phone 

He was sitting with the bunch of Saudis. 

Shai5a was so into her phone. When he saw me he winked. Jmalk jmal mush 3aadi ya turki :( 

T: j3l 3yooni ma tn7rm mn shoft h,'97ka <3 

I was like awww :( 

Shaden: :$

T: meen ely m3k? 

shaden: e5ti 

T: ts6lll 

Shaden: tbeeha? Traha akbr mnk 

T: 3adi 3ndk ? 

Shaden: ee. 

T: afaaa 

T: ezibdah abi aklmk 

shaden: bt4b7ni 

T: uff mta btro7 

Shaden; btrj3 m3ay bl,Christmas 

T: btrj3een bl,Christmas? 

shaden: ee enshallah, enta? 

T; bt5rj(;; 

Shaden: amanah;o 

T: ee bs brj3 akml masters 

Shaden: cool

T: yeah. 

Shai5a: shaden 

Me; bsmellah 

Shai5a: shfeek? 

Me; enti ely shfeek fj2a

Shai5a: abi akl. 

Me: e6lbi 

Shai5a: enti wsh a7la shay 3ndhim 

Me; mdri ma3rf 

shai5a: ma mnk fayda 

Me: chub 

I went back to my phone 

T: shfeek t'hawshenha 

Shaden: tgoul e6lbi li 

T: e6lbi 6ayb 

Shaden: agoul 5l,a6lb l,nfsi awl b3dain a6lb lha. 

T: ezibdah mta r7ltk? 

shaden: 1 dec u? 

T: 2 dec 

Shaden; cool. 

T: ezibdah a7akek b3dain 

Shaden; ok 

T: a7bk 

Shaden: <3 

mama, baba, shai5a, Fahad, yousef, Shahad, 3ziz, I'm so sorry. I can resist him. I love him. 

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My relationship with turki grew bigger and bigger, guilt was eating me alive. we we aren't lovers, nor friends. Simply we are more than friends less than lovers. 

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So today Me and shai5a are going back to Riyadh. Finallllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy no one knows how much I miss Riyadh. 

Shai5a: amanah mabi t6eer 3leena e6yra Yallah 

Me: ya Allah 6yb la t7neeen! We still have 5 hours w elm6ar bs 1hour. 

Shai5a: yarbi 9brni 3laik 

Me: Yallah 5l9t 

We took the luggage, and left the place. 

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LAX: 

we checked in and went to the gates. We had 1 hour and 45 minuets, and I was s t a r v i n g. 

Me: ju3ana w ma7b akl e6yara

Shai5a: Yallah 7tabana 

A fact about our family: we hate airplanes food. Ygrfna in someway. 

Me: Burger King sharyek? 

Shai5a; ee ok 7lo 

We went to Burger King and ordered. 

Me: agoul shai5a 

Shai5a; hala 

Me: lw anti 3umrk 18 sannah okay w ja a7d tgdmlk btr'6een feeh?

Shai5a: Hww sh3ndk

Me: bsr3a Rdi 

Shai5a: fj2aaa... A7d gaylk shay(: 

Me: agoul bs shai5a, eshrha 3ali youm as2lk-.- 

And I went to take the food. 

I was playing with the food and thinking about what Turki told me yesterday. Uff wallah y7yr.

Flashback: 

 The day before my flight. I was packing and shai5a was sleeping. It was 1 past midnight. Turki called. Ard? Ee? La? Rdi bs 3aib. Tklmeena whatsapp w phone la? Hy 5arba 5arba 

Me; alo

Turki; hala halla b,h9oot 

Me; hala feek

Turki: sh3ndk 9a7ya 

Me: packing 

Turki: ll7een? 

Me; lain a5r dgeega. 

Turki; 6ayb ynf3 twgfeen shwy bgoulk klam. 

Me: ee akeed 

And I went to the balcony. 

Me: smm

Turki; smm Allah 3dwk, bs2lk 

Me; hala 

Turki; shaden anti t7beeni 9dg? 

I remained silence. 

Turki: shaden t7beeni?

Me: ah turki 

Turki: wallah enk m7yrtni ya shaden. Kl marh agool btgdmlha bs a5af enk ma tbeeni w trdeeni. W mrat agoul hy tklmk akeed t7bk. 

Turki: lw aje a6g bab baitkom btgblen? 

Me: turki it's not that easy 

Turki; I know. 3shan k4a s2ltk gbl ma aswi ay shay w aklm omi 

I didn't reply. 

Turki: tbeeni? 

I want you but I can't tell you. I'm dying to be with you forever. 

Me: Allah yktb ely feeh el5air 

I couldn't say more nor less. 

Turki; a3tbrha ee? 

I didn't reply. 

Turki: t9b7en 3la 5eer, a7bk

Me: w enta mn ahlh.. 

Gouli w Ana b3d, it's your only way to tell him that you love him. 

Me: Ana kman

Turki: enti aish?

Me; kman

Turki; Allah ys3dk ya shee5a.

His tone showed how happy he was.  

End of flashback. 

Shai5a: leish ma aklti? 

She stopped the train of my thoughts 

Me; ha! Ela ela akl 

Shai5a; kli bsr3a 9arlk nu9 sa3a tl3been bl,akl 

I ate. I couldn't finish my food. 

Me: Yallah 

Shai5a: ma 5l9ti aklk 

Me: shb3t 

Shai5a: 7raam 

Me: wallah marh ktheer. 

Shai5a: 36eeni eyah b36eh 3aml aw shay 

She cutted from where I ate and placed thefood back in the box and gave it to the dustkeeper. 

Me: ft7 el,gate Yallah. 

We went to the gate. And finally we sat on our places. I hate airplanes y3. 

Me; bnam lma nw9l gwmeeni 

Shai5a: 16 sa3a? 

Me: ee? Ams mo nayma zain. 

Shai5a: keefk wallah 

And I closed my eyes. But I couldn't sleep. 

Shaden, tr'9een feeh 3la 6oul k4a? Shaden, anti 9dg t7beena? Shaden, anti 9dg tbeena?

To be continued.....

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Shai5a; men turki? 

Ops!!!! My face color and expressions started to change. 

Me: my project partner 

Shai5a: w leeh dag hl,7za 

Me: mdri 3na. 

Shai5a: '3reb. 

I started to shake. Haifa came to me

Haifa: shfeek 

She whispered 

Me: engl3i please 

Haifa: 6ayb e7na bnmshi yallah bye 

Me: la amanah 5lokom 

Haifa: sorry baby bs t25r elwgt. A7bk 

She kissed my cheek very quick. 

Bibi: awl ma t5l9een class-atich bacher mzhbtlich a7la 6l3aa! 

Me: Glbi wallah 

Bibi: you guys are all invited 

Reem wla yhmkk Ana gblk bje 

we laughed. Shai5a didn't. She was all silent  hdoo2 ma 8bl el3a9faa. 

They left. 

Shai5a: wsh gayltlk omi? 

Me: aish? 

I tried to act normally. 

Shai5a: la tst'3been 

She was pissed 

Me: ma ast'3bi 

Shai5a: Ana drait 3n kl shay, eni sakta mo m3nata ma adri 

Me: 6ayb? 

Shai5a; agoul l,omi? 

Me: shai5a wallah ma swait shay 

Shai5a: w Laih dag 3laik 

Me: ho Nashb 

Shai5a: ya shee5a!! 

Me: wallah 

Shai5a: w whatsapp convo? 

Me: mta graiteeha? 

Shai5a: grait'ha w bs. 

Me: shfte kaif rdait 3leeh. 

Shai5a: lw enk mo m36yt'h wjh kan ma klmk abd

Me: ya Allah. Mo m9dgtni call him Yallah 

Shai5a: mnb bzr. 

Me: lw enk mo bzr kan 9dgteeni. 

Shai5a: klamk ma yt9dg 

Me: agoulk shay? Thank you for ruining this day. Kni nag9tk a9ln. 

I went to my room and slammed the door.

No one will ever understand me. No one but Fawaz. Fawaz if you can come back. For a moment. For a day. I want to hug you and tell you everything, I want you to help me, lead me to the right path. Allah yr7mk 7beebi enta. 

I changed my clothes and digged myself under my cold sheets and went to a very deep sleep.

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I woke up next day, did my daily routine. shai5a was sleeping. She must be jetlagged. I made my coffee and went to the bus station.

Finally my classes are over. W bukra off, 9dg el,off n3maaaaaa.

My phone rang and I picked it up. 

Me: hala Fawziah 

Fawziah: happy birthday 

Me; aww thank you 

Fawziah: eshtgt lk 

Me: Ana akthr wallah 

Fawziah: mta btrj3en? 

Me: December 1 ymkn 

Fawziah: wallah marh baitna fa'9i bdoonk. Bs Ana w fa6oom:( 

Me: Glbi :( Yallah Tzwji w emli elbait 

Fawziah: y33333333 

Me: b3ddd! Weenha omk 

Fawziah: nayma 

Me: slmi 3leeha 

Fawziah Ybl'3 

Fawziah: Shtswen 

Me: twni m5l9a classes w astna 97bati ymrooni. 

Fawziah: 6ayb bs2lk 

Me: hala 

Fawziah: lma tshtagen l27d w tdreen enh mst7eel yrj3 

I remained silence and tears gathered in my eyes blurring my vision. 

Fawziah: shaden amanah wallah mo 3arfa shswi 

Me: lw Ana a3rf kan shfteeni swait'h. 5la9 ed3eela 

Fawziah: baitna y'6yg e9dr. 

Me: bl3ada hl,youm ysweeli feeh pranks w ygool "birthday gift" 

Fawziah: bl3ada hl youm yg3d y9jna esh7no elcamera w rtbo 

Me: Allah yr7mh. 

Fawziah: mama ll7een tbki 

Me: Ana ll7een abki. 

Fawziah: esm3i aklmk b3dain 

Me: bye 

Fawziah: I'll call you 

Me: okay 

And I hung up. 

Edniya 9kt feeni l7'6t'ha. Mdri shswi. Mali 5lg shay. I decided to go back home. 

I cleared my throat and called Bibi. 

Me; hala Bibi 

Bibi; halla yallakani greeba 

Me: Bibi Ana rj3t elbait t3bana ma feni a6l3 

Bibi: Hww shaden shfeech? Sh9ar? 

Me; Mali 5lg bs. T3bana shwy 

Bibi: slamtich. 5la9 lma tt7snainen call me w n6l3 okay? 

Me; okay 

Bibi; Yallah bye 

Me: bbye 

I hung up. Went to the bus station and waited for the bus. 

Shaden. What's wrong with you? Crying won't bring him back. Shaden he's in a better place. Shaden you miss him. You need him. 

The bus arrived and I went back home. 

To be continued.. 

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I went to the door and opened it 

OMG!! Layla, Jawaher, Reem, Dalal, Bibi! They were holding a cake, balloons, and some gifts. Ya 7leelhm.  

They came in and they sang for me. 

Jawaher: Yallah make a wish 

Me: hmm 

I made a wish and blowed. 

Faj2a ashoof sam3a 3la e4ni w Haifa tgoul gouli allo 

Me: alo 

....: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA A7LA E5T!!! A7BK!!! 

Me; aww shai5aaa! Thank you. Ween my gift? Enti glti btjeen! 

Shai5a: I'm so sorry. Ma gdrt 3rs 9a7bti greeb 

Me: ai wa7da?

Shai5a: ahh, Joory 3rfteeha? 

Me: mdri ymkn a3rf shklha 

Shai5a: ezibdah I have a gift 

Me: aish 

Shai5a: you will find it under your doormat! 

Me; a7 ha4a 9'3rha :( 

Shai5a: e7mdi rbk. 

Me; bye bye 

And I hung up and rushed to the door, I looked under my doormat I found an envelope. I opened it and i read the paper that was inside. 

"You can find your gift in your room's nightstand." 

Me: tst'hbl-.- 

Bibi: shfeech shktbt? 

Me; you can find your gift on your room's nightstand. 

Bibi; roo7i shofay ajal 

Haifa was giggling. 

Me: Haifa t3rfeen shsalfah 

Haifa: la Madri!! Bs shfti wjhk anti w anti awl ma d5lt 3laik 

Me: ma y'67k-.- 9wrteeni-.-? 

Haifa: ee ;;) 

Me: ya zg Haifa shfti wjhi gbl ma t9wren 

Haifa: 4kryaaat. 

I hate memories. They've always killed me.

Me: s5afa-.- 

I went to my room and found an envelope on my night stand. 

"It's not that far. Go down by the main gate of the building." 

I wore my slippers and jacket, 

Me: a7d yje m3ay 

Haifa:,where? 

Me: downstairs 

Haifa: leeh? 

Me; the paper says "it's not that far. Go down by the main gate of the builing" w a5af aroo7 l7ali bl,lail:$ 

Haifa: Ana bje 

Reem: la Ana 

Dalal: 5eeeer- Ana abi 

Layla: n3m?????? Ana 6b3n Antom 5wafeen

Bibi; Ana ely by'y wyach! 

Jawaher: n3m 7baybi? Ana broo7!!!! 

They started to argue. 

Me: ESKTOOO 

Haifa: nbrtk mustfza 

Me: a7sn 3shan tskton. 5la9 klkom t3alo a7sn a9ln. 

We wore our jackets and went down. 

we were walking slowly, it was so quite. If there was an ant we will hear her breathes. Lights were off only one was on. 

Me: bnat 5ayfa 

I whispered. 

Layla: kli zg trani gam6a bdonk. 

Bibi; guys calm down-.- 

Me: uff wallah shwi w aswi 3la nfsi mn el5oof

Haifa: bnat feeh 9oot!!! 

She said whispering. Fuck. 

Elmkan y5wf marh ma feeh wla nug6t ka2n. 

Reem: wallah Haifa en ma skti b4b7k 

......: BOOOO 

We all yelled out

Me: BSMELLAAAAH

And I started to cry! Ee abki mn el5oof 3adi w sometimes yu'3ma 3ali. 

Someone pulled me for a hug. I didn't know who she was. I was shaking. Yumma nfs ree7t shai5a e5ti 

I backed off and looked back at her. IT WAS HER IT WAS FUCKING HER. OMG

Me: SHAI5AAA 

and I hugged her back more tears fell. 

Me; eshtgt lk 

Shai5a rubbed my back: Ana akthr 

Haifa: momken n93d? L2n byje a7d yhz2na al7en. 

Me; Yallah 

I backed off and we went to my flat. 

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Shai5a: keef e,surprise 

Me: Tst'hbleen zain ma za'3 3gli:"( 

Shai5a: awl marh adri enk momken tbkeen mn el5oof 

Me: -.- mn awl w Ana abki 7ta yu'3ma 3ali 

Shai5a: EEEE 97 ansa nfsi wla ansa youm enna b,panda

Me: chub bs!!! Wallah y5wf faj2a yje Allah yr7mh w hu mtlthm:"( 

Shai5a: ezibdah!!!! Ana ju3ana :( 

Me: ee 9777 nsait a'6yfkm mn el5rsha! 

I went to the kitchen and my phone rang. 

Me; amanah shofo meen 

Jawaher: turki!! She yelled. 

Shai5a: meen turki? 

Ops!!!!!!!! 

To be continued.. 

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Cloud 9 18

DEAR MY LOVELY READERS, FROM NOW I WILL BE POSTING TWO SHORT CHAPTERS TWICE A WEEK!! EVERY MONDAY AND THURSDAY! THANK YOU xx

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Cloud 9 chapter 18 

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Whatsapp:

“Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart.” Happy birthday my all the time best-friend, sister, soulmate. I wish a year full of happiness and grateful moments. Kul sannah w enti t7beeni akthr shadoona! Xx

I read the text over and over and I felt even more guilty.. She've always considered me as a "best friend" and I considered her as a "lovely friend". Sorry Leen but I can't. I know I'm so mean but it's so hard to understand. 

Leen is one of my lovely school friends, she is the closest to me in school, yet she's not that close to me. I never opened for her, not for anyone. Except for Fawaz. Because I knew I can trust him and he never let me down. As much as I fought with Fawaz, I've never wanted to lose him. I wanted to spend my whole life with him, he's the only one I can trust blindly.  Leen was the cutest, in school I wasn't that lovable girl. I've always fought with girls, I wasn't nerd but I was smart. I was hyper all the time, teachers used to shut me. I was a very active person!

Shaden: awwww Leen, thank you very much I love you more than you could imagine. I'm so out of words. Allah la y5leeni.. 

Leen; glbii shaden, eshtgt lk 

Shaden: Ana akthr wallah 

Leen: btjeen bl,Chrismas? 

Shaden: ngoul enshallah 

Leen; amanah lw jeeti abi ashoufk 

Shaden: akeed lazm a9ln! 

Leen; Yallah Ana broo7 edwam, ttyl 

shaden: best of luck! 

Leen: thanks, u too<3 

I switched to Shahad'a conversation.. 

Sh: guess what? You're 18! It means that you can drive me wherever and whenever I want B)! However, do you know that someone who changes your life just by being part of it? Who makes you laugh until your stomach hurts? Who makes you believe there really is a good world? Who convinces you that there's unlocked door just waiting for you to open it? 'Cause I know that someone; a forever sistership, and friendship started with silly fights when I was 2 months old. 16 years of sistership, caring, love, happiness, and some fights. So here is to our ups and never downs, endless gossips and arguments, countless nights, and battles. I can't be more thankful for having you as a sister and bestie in my life. And the last thing is HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHADEN! I WISH YOU MANY MORE TO COME!!! I ENDLESSLY ADMIRE YOU!!! 

awwww, how sweet she's. I never thought she really "loved" me. And she's that good in writing.. 

Shaden: AWWW SHAHAD! IM SO SPEECHLESS. I SWEAR WORDS OF THANKS AND LOVE ARENT ENOUGH! I WILL DEFINITELY DRIVE YOU EVEYWHERE!! OMG YOURE SO NICE I NEVER KNEW THAT! GLADNESS IS TAKING OVER ME!! I MISS YOU SO FREAKING MUCH!!! I LOVE YOU TO THE INFINITY AND BEYOND

Sh: Glbi shaden!! I miss you even more:( 

Shaden: <3333

And I replied to the rest of the birthday wishes. Until it was turki's conversation

T: جيتك هوى تدفعني يمّك رغبتي.. جيتك هوى بشوقي ومناي ولهفتي

لا تتركي البسمه غريبه.. خليكي في عيوني حبيبه

جيتك هوى جيتك

جيتك انادي أنادي بصوتي وفؤادي لبّي نداي.. القلب دامي والعمر ظامي وانتي مُناي

لا تتركي البسمه غريبه خليكي في عيوني حبيبه

جيتك يا رحلة العمر الطويله دنياي والله عليله وحبك رجاي

محتاج قلبي لرفيق محتاج امشي الطريق وانتي معاي

لا تتركي البسمه غريبه خليكي في عيوني حبيبه جيتك هوى.. جيتك هوى.. جيتك.. 

Words couldn't describe how I felt that moment, Tears were falling down my cheeks and burning them like a fire burns a coal. I wiped them and completed reading.

 

T:happy birthday Shaden. I love you and I wish you all the best in your up coming years. I know we are far apart but you're always the closest to my heart; even though I loved you in a matter of week. I don't want blab more but I just wanted you to know that you're special and unique and never try to change yourself. Be who you are. 

حقك علي ان كنت زعلان يا بعد عمر وقلب غاليك 

بارضيك مهما يكون يا تركي حتى ولو راضي باراضيك 

قلبي بك مولع وحيران محتار ما يدري بك اشفيك 

ويقول لك انا كان غلطان ارضى عليه الله يخليك 

عليك انا ياشوق ولهان دايم انا وقلبي في طاريك 

جفني يمضي الليل سهران والعين يالغالي تناديك 

انت وانا يالزين خــلان واجب تداريني واداريك 

ما نختلف لو كان ماكان ولاعاد تجفيني ولا اجفيك 

Pft Shaden you can't send him such a thing. I deleted it and wrote 

Shaden: thank you so much turki, it means a lot to me, llym! xx 

What a could reply Shaden-.- whatever I sent it and I can't take it back. 

T: open your flat's door 

Shaden: wtf turki!!! 

T: I'm not out wallah 

Shaden: b4b7k lw enk barra 

T: wallah mo barra 

I rushed to the door and opened it. I found Haifa standing with a cake, balloons, and a pair of gift bags! 

Haifa: happy birthday ya 7lwa 

Me: awwwww Haifa :((( 

Haifa: emski bs 

And she have me a cake and I read what was written on it "finally an adult! Happy 18th birthday" 

Me: I'm so speechless! A7bk 

Haifa: ed5li b36eek shay

We sat in the living room, and as soon as my butt touched the sofa the bell rang 

Me: meeeen ely jay 

I went to the door and opened it.. 

OMGGG!!!

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.......: HEEEH ENT WYAH

This voice is so familiar. 

Guy2 turned around: mswi m5wfna ?

....; a5wfkm w a5wf ashkalkm. La t5leeni bdgeeega ajeeb eshur6a 

M7md? La Khalid. Bs k2na salman. Bs must7eel Salman 

Another voice spoke: hi please I need police as soon as possible in and he said the road name. 

:thank you 

Guy4: tra mu bzran 7na, tswi nfsk tklm

And they all laughed 

...: w5r 3nha ashoof 

Seconds later the police were here. The 5 guys ran and the police followed them. 

He was Salman with another guy. Yarbi. 

Salman: swolk shay? 

I shook my head no. I was shaking. I didn't know if I was scared or shocked. 

Salman friend: akeed? 

Me: ee I said with a low voice. 

Salman: leeh jalsa tmsheen l7alk bhl,wgt bhl,mkan 

Me; ray7a ashoof elbnat w knt lazm amshi. 

Salman: Allah y9l7, ems7i dmoo3k w emshi aw9lk 

Ha4a Salman? Wela at5yl? :| 

I wiped my tears, and we walked. 

I was still shaking. 

Salman: wrak ll7een trjfeen? 5la9 ra7o 

Me; tra kan y5wf-.- 

He giggled 

Mo 6bee3i elwld ya jma3a. Shsalft'h?

My phone suddenly rang. 

Me; hala Haifa Yallah jaya al7in 

Haifa: bsr3aa 

Me; glt 6ayb shtbeen y3ni ark'9-.-

Haifa: ee 

Me: engl3iiii

And I hung up 

Salman: a7 

Me: aish 

Salman: wallah lw Ana mkanha 9fgtk 

Me: leeh? 

Salman: leeh enti tskreen bwjha

Me: 3shanha glag 

Salman: ya shee5a

Me: ezibdah 5la9 this restaurant 

As I stopped 

Salman: okay. Yallah ed5li 

Me: okay emshi 

Salman: 36eeni jwalk shwy?

Me: n3m-.- 

Salman: lw sm7ti 

Me: leeh enshallah? 

Salman: shwy 10 seconds 

Me: leeh 6ayb? 

Salman: ya Allah! Bla ha4ra zayda w 36eni lw sm7ti walah mnb mftshfa. 

Me: akeed? 

Salman: akeeden wallah 

I gave him my phone exactly 10 seconds later his phone rang. I pulled my phone from his hand, and looked at it shocked 

Me; 5eer? 

Salman: a7taj agoulk shay Ana asf 

Me: gouli al7een 

Salman: la ma ynf3 al7een 

Me: klb wallah klb 

I threw my phone in my cross-body bag

Salman: entbhi lnfsk w la trj3een l7alk 54e a7d m3k wela dgy 3ali Ana aje a54k 

Ana agdr a7lflkom enh mob 9a7i. Thani shay mn mta elmyana ha4i? 

Me: ooka-aay thank you so much for helping. It means a lot mdri keef ardha 

Salman: shd3wa enti nfs e5ti! Yallah ma a6wl 3leek m3 eslammah 

Me; bye 

And I entered the restaurant. 

Me: Salam 

Haifa: ya shee5a-.- 

Jawaher: ahlan 

I said hi to all of them, and we shook hands. When it came Reem's turn she pulled me for a tight hug. 

Reem whispering to my ear: turki gali kl shay! Ana asfa sam7eeni 

Me; shd3waa 

Now I think I can understand Salman's weird attitude. 

Haifa: Ana ju3ana

Me: leeh ma 6lbti 

Haifa: nstna wjhk 

Me: aww;$ ezibdah e6lbi Yallah 

Haifa: excuse me 

Dalal: 97 Bibi ha4i Shaden shaden ha4i Bibi 

Me: tshrfna 

Bibi: eshrf le 

And we smiled 

We ordered and every two started to talk. Kan ez3aj

Me; Dalal lw sm7ti bdli m3ai abi agoul l,Haifa shay 

Dalal: okay  

Me; shukran 

We exchanged our places.

Me: Haifa 

Haifa: ha 

Me; Hwa yhwi 3dwk! Rdi kwys 

Haifa: n3m

Me; n3ama trfsk

Haifa: kli zg w e5l9i 

Me; ezibdah t5yly mn shft tw 

Haifa: meen? 

Me: salman 

I whispered 

Haifa: K4ABA 

And she placed her hand on her mouth and her jaw was opened. 

Dalal: aish

Jawaher: shsalfa 

Haifa: Amnah kmli esalfah 

Me: la-.- 

Ma knt abi yntbhon 

Reem: shsalfah gouloooo 

Me; wla shay 5la9 

I said nervously 

Reem: keefk 

I smiled 

Haifa f'6ee7a. 

The food came and broke the awkwardness that fell the place around us. 

Haifa: Bibi lw 6l3 shain ya weelk 

Bibi; la enshallah by3jbich 

Me: mashallah Haifa enti takleen kul shay =))

Haifa: heeeeh gouli mashallah 

Me: glt -.- 

Reem: kulo la ttklmon. 

We ate our food and chatted laughed and enjoyed our time. 

Reem: excuse me check please 

She told the waitress

Bibi; Ana bdf3

Reem; n3m? 

Bibi; Ana 3azmtkm 

Me; 5er ya 6air! You're new in the club mafe Ana adf3 

Reem; ma bga ela bzran ydf3oon

Me; mnb bzr im so close to 18 

Haifa: wla w7d Ana 

Dalal: Ana 

And the arguing started 

Me: ESKTOOO 

Haifa: E4NI 

Me; 5la9 ngsmha 3la, one two three four five six I counted them 

Me: ngsm 3la sta! 3shan ma nt'hawsh 

Haifa: l7'6a 

Me; kl w7da 13$ 

Haifa: bsmellah twni ma amda aft7 jwali 7ta 

Me; Gouli mashallah bsr3a 

Haifa: mnb gayla 

Me; ya klbaaaaaa 

Haifa: amz7 mashallah mashallah tuf tuf allahum la 7sd 

All of them; mashallah 

And we laughed. 

We paid and left the place. 

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Me: Haifa emshi m3ai 

Haifa: ha baiti mo mn hna 

Me: t3ali Allah ya54 3dwk(: 

Haifa: eff 

Me; Yallah bye bnat 

Reem; bye nshofk 

Me: inshallah 

And I walked with Haifa 

Me: Haifa azg mnk! 

Haifa: shtbeen? 

Me: bgoulk sh9ar tw 

Haifa: aish? 

I told her everything 

Haifa: tst'hbleeeeeen 

Me: wallah 

Haifa: omg Glbi 7amdellah 3la slamtk jd! Thani shay mt2kda salman mo a7b mshbha 3leeh? 

Me; wallah hu 

Haifa: ma a9dg 

Me: ezibdah nami 3ndi 

Haifa: ma jbt mlabs 

Me: Haifa please wallah 5ayfa anam l7ali 

Haifa: okay nmr baiti b3deen nroo7 baitk 

Me; okay 

We went to her flat she took what she needed and then we went to my flat. 

Me; t9b7en 3la 5air 

I said after we finished the movie. 

Haifa: w enti mn ahlh 

And we went into deep sleep. 

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I woke up on the sound of my phone ringing, I just picked it up without even looking who was it.. 

Me; yes I said with a sleepy voice 

He didn't reply 

Me; huffff 

He didn't reply 

Me: who are you? 

He didn't reply 

Me: bye 

And when I was about to hung up I heard someone yelling me name 

....: shaden shaden 

Me: yes 

.....; nayma ? 

Meen 4a-.- 

Me: esa3a 3;30 elfajr shrayek y3ni? 

.....: 6ayb bgoulk shay 

I was so sleepy that I can't even open my eyes so I couldn't realize his voice 

Me: ha 

.....: a7bk 

Turki? Must7eel

Me: turki? 

...: ee 

Me: ah turki Ana mgdr 

Turki: 3arf. I just felt telling you that I love you 

Me: ah turki 

Turki: sweet dreams, asf 97aitk 

Me: you too, la 3aadi 

Turki: bye 

Me: bye 

And i hung up. 

I couldn't sleep that night. I never thought that there's someone who loves me that much. Someone who will call me at 3:30 AM just to tell me “I love you” it's so mind blowing. I love him so much, I want him and I don't. 

“Would you believe me when I tell you that I'm the happiest, yet the saddest? 

Would you believe me when I tell you that I want you, and I don't at they same time? 

It's just too complacted.”

To be continued.. 

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....; ma trkzeen enti? 

My jaw dropped down as soon as I saw his face. He was salman 

Me; asfaa 

And I tried to walk so fast. But he pulled me by my wrist. I looked in his eyes and pulled my arm. 

Salman: mo bnt t5rb baini Ana w turki, awreek ya shaden. He said with a kind of loud voice. 

I walked so fast, I looked down at my phone and I realized that I called turki by mistake. Ya 7beebi(: 15 seconds past. 

Me; oh asfa dgait bl'3l6

Turki; wsh galk salman? 

Me: ha? 

Turki: la tst'3been sm3t 9oot'h 

Me: wsho salman 

Turki; shaden gsmbellah lajeek al7in en ma glti wsh galk. 

Me: ma gal shay bs 

Turki: bs aish? Shaden wallah tgoulen 

Me: gal "mo bnt t5rb baini Ana w turki. Awreek ya shaden" 

Turki: ya bthrh Ana gaylh ma yklmk. 

Me: 5la9 3adi 

Turki; sh5bark? 

Me: kwaisa w enta keefk al7in enshallah a7sn? 

Turki; 7amdellah.. 

Turki: shaden 3adi ashofk? 

Me: turki 93ba 

Turki: leeh? 

Me: ahli mwjoden 

Turki; shloun y3ni? 

Me; shswi?? Ma ynf3 at25r 

Turki: 2 minuets wallah 

Me: mdri turki mdri. 

Turki; amanah shaden 7awli 

Me: enshallah 

Turki; tra marh mshtaglk

Me: aa turki lazm arj3 3nd e5ti

Turki; okay. W gouli li mta ynasbk 3shan ashofk 

Me: l7'6a ent mta bt6l3? 

Turki: bukra e9b7 enshallah 

Me: 7amdellah

Me; Yallah bye 

Turki; bye Glbi. 

He makes it even harder. Fuck. 

Shaden you're stupid. You promised. And you know what will happen if Fahad knew about even the text. Shaden you're in a huge trouble. Good luck with that. 

I went back to the table and sat quietly. My mind was absent thinking about what turki told me today. Allah y3di hl,ftra 3la 5air. 

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Turki; Yallah 6fsht w Ana astna 

Me; shswi feeh ho 6l3na mt25r 

Turki: tra lw shafna salman ya weelk 

Me: okay okay

I was walking in the university parking. I'm going to see turki today. Good luck with that shaden. 

Turki; a5eeran 

Me: emsh gbl ma yje a7d 

Turki; okay 

And he drove off to I don't know where.. Silence fell the car, until he finally spoke.

Turki: shlounk? 

Me: 7amdellah! 

Turki: shfeek?

Me: wla shay

Turki: ajal leeh shwy w t9ee7en? 

Me: hw ma feeni shay(: 

Turki: 6ayb a39ab! 

Turki; ma Eshtgti li? 

Me: mdri 

Turki: SHADEN 5LA9 3AD 6FSHT MN KTHR MA ASLK LK!!!! WSH FEEK? '6AYGTK Bshay ANA? SWAIT LK SHAY ? 

Me: la I said with a low voice 

Turki: ajal aish? 

Me: ant l2nk ma tdri sh9ar. 

Turki; LA T7RGEN A39ABI W TTKLMAIN BBROUD! WSH 9AR? 

I pulled my hoodies right sleeve up, to show him my arm that was full of scars and scratches. 

Me: HA4A ELY 9AR I said as I pulled the other sleeve. 

Me: W HA4AAA and I pointed at the scratches. 

Me: KL HA4A 9AR MNK. 

He looked at me scared and nervous. 

Turki; aish ha4a? 

Me: Fahad my brother knew about you. 

He stopped the car in a parking lot of a beach. I hopped off. I stayed in the car, and cried so hard. I cried everything in me. Every wound in me cried. Someone knocked my window, I looked at he was Turki. I opened the door, and he kneed down. 

Me; go away. 

Turki: I'm sorry 

Me: sorry won't change anything.. 

He held my hand and kissed it gently. My body shivered, and I pulled my hand so quick. 

Turki: a7bk 

He said and hopped to his seat and played a song 

والله لاتمناك حتى اصدق انت واقع جنب مني 

والله لاستناك واتخيلك مقبل عليّ بعيد عني 

..

روح يحرم نوم عيني روح يحرم نوم عيني 

لو يجيني وما يجيبك لي حلم 

روح لو ضاعت سنيني بانتظارك مو خساره مو ظلم 

.. 

قررت مره انساك قررت الهيني باحد يلغيك يشغلني 

ما يخلفك ألاك يا واحد عن كل احد يا جزء مني

..

روح يحرم نوم عيني روح يحرم نوم عيني 

لو يجيني وما يجيبك لي حلم 

روح لو ضاعت سنيني بانتظارك مو خساره مو ظلم 

I wiped my tears, and I looked at him; he was resting his head on the driving-wheel. I wanted to speak but I couldn't, I wanted to tell him that I'm so sorry, and I would do anything to stay with him, but I couldn't, I felt numb. 

I'm so sorry turki. I love you but I can't do that. 

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I will skip to the 3rd of November. The weather is getting colder, my mother couldn't stand it and I forced her to go back to Riyadh. I didn't talk to turki since that day.. I couldn't.. I wanted to talk to him. But always and forever my pride is over everything, I was thinking of him 24/7 but I kept my mouth shut, I didn't even see him.. 

Mother: estwd3tk Allah ya bnti 

Me; m3 eslammah 

I kissed her forehead and hand. She was crying 

Me: mama wallah brj3 bl,Christmas 

Mother: mdri shloun bt7ml 4 sneen 

Me: yumma 5la9 la tbkeeni 

Mother; esm3i 

Me: hala 

Mother: ma aw9eek 3la ely 5bri 5brk 

She meant turki 

Me: la t7ateen 

Mother: Yallah m3 eslammah 

And I hugged her so tight. I'm going to miss her so much. she went to the gate. I stood up staring at her until her figure disappeared. I sighed and made my way to the bus station. My phone rang and Haifa's name appeared on the screen 

Me: hala Haifa 

Haifa: shfeek? 

Me: omi ra7t 

Haifa: oh:( bslammah 

Me: Allah yslmk 

Haifa: bnroo7 Ana w Dalal w Bibi nt'3da 

Me; wshe Bibi? Esmha Bibi wela dl3? 

Haifa: la esmha Bibi 

Me: g'6t elasami Allah y5lf 

Haifa: chub chub, btjeen aw la? 

Me; Haifa meen byje '3eerkm? I asked once again because I knew she was lying  

Haifa: ymkn ymkn Jawaher w Reem 

Me: mnb jaya 

Haifa: amanah shaden ma 3leek mnha 

Me: Haifa enti akthr wa7da 3arfa wsh 9ar. Haifa: btg3den k4a 6ol 3mrk? 

Me; Haifa 5la9 skri elmw'6oo3 

Haifa: kli zg zain(: eshrha 3ali abi aws3 9drk malt. 

Me; Ana asfa mob g9di anf5 3leek bs tnrfzt shwy 

Something in me said go and something said don't you even think about it. 

Me: wla tz3l haiyoufa bje 

Haifa: aywaaaa! Yallah amrk? 

Me: ma b3d aw9l. Bs wain btro7on? 

Haifa: Japanese restaurant 

Me; wsh esma aw wain? 

She told me the address. Ashwa it was the next stop. 

Me; 10 - 15 minuets blktheer w aw9l 

Haifa: okay! Lma tru7en feeh reservation b,esm Dalal 

Me: e4a w9lt gblkom bdg 

Haifa: okay! Byee babe 

Me: bye 

And I hung up. 

I didn't want to see Reem. At the same time, I wanted to have fun. 

Haifa: weenk 7na w9lna! 

Me; btje? 

Haifa: ee 

Me: Allah y3een, Yallah Ana 2 minuets b'6b6 w akon 3ndkm 

Haifa: Yallah bye 

Stay calm shaden. Pretend that Reem isn't here, try to avoid her as much as you can for your own good. 

When I was about 1 and a half block away from the resturant I saw guys standing and smoking. Y5wf kan shwy. Kano Arab bs mdri mn wain. 

....: excuse me lady

Me: yes? 

.....: you're Arab right? 

Me; yeah? 

.....: gaylkooooommmmm shfto 

Another guy said: momken nt3rf? 

I ignored them and completed walking. 

Guy3: shd3waa mswya thgeela? 3adi shwy nsolf 

Shaden calm down they can't touch you. 

One of them came closer to me until the wall was 1 inch behind me. He came even closer. Yarbi ya 7beeebi. Then all of the 5 guys came around me. The 3rd guy blocked my way with one hand and he was touching my face and going through my hair with the other one. F.u.c.k. Ew.

Guy3: marh thaniya ma tswe thgeela sam3a? 

I was shaking. 

Me: Allah y5leek w5r please aswi ely abi 

Guy3: y3ni bdmo3k 4y btksreen 5a6ri? 

Me: HAAAAIIIFAAA I yelled as loud as I could.  

......: HEEH ANT WYAH 

This voice is so familiar. 

To be continued... 

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....: Shaden
Me: mmm
I raised my head and I found Fahad standing. 3 days passed and Fahad didn't talk to me.
Me: aaa Fahad wallah ma swait shay wallah
Fahad: 3arf bs abi a7keek shwy, fa'9ya?
Me: Ee bs dgeega bktb conclusion 7g essay 3 lines w ajeek
Fahad: Okay take your time.
he rubbed my back and left my room.
I wrote the conclusion and went to him in the living room. I found Fahad on his phone smiling. 

Me; Salam 

Fahad: hala, t3ali ejlsi, as he pointed next to him. 

I sat quietly. 

Fahad: shfeek 5ayfa? 

Me: ma feeni shay 

Fahad: wallah mnb msweelk shay 

I looked at him 

Fahad: esm3eeni 

Me: smm 

Fahad: abeek tsam7eeni w tnseen eni mdait ydi 3leek Allah y5leek! 

Me: it's easy to forgive but hard to forget.

Fahad: I know. He said as he came closer to me

Fahad: mst3d aswi ay shay bs 3shan arj3 3la8tna zay awl. Bh,thlath Ayam ektshft enk shay kbeer b7yati.. W enk a7s 5wati, wallah 9dg, y3ni enti elwa7eeda ely ts2l w tsa3d, shai5a 3a6la w daym 6al3a, Shahad bzr, enti shay '3air.. Enti elwa7eeda ely agdr agoulha kl shay w adri enha must7el tz3l mni.. Aish tbeen Ana bsweelk, wallah Ana asf 

Me: ely swaita mo shwy 

Fahad: I over reacted I know. Knt agdr atfahm bs mdri mdri sh9ar, mdri knt mtnrfz w 5ayf. Shaden anti e5ti el9'3eera mabi a7d ylms mnk sh3ra wela y'9aygk bklma.. Mabi a7d y24eek 

Me; bs enta ely a4tni.. 

Fahad: Ana asf 6ayb 

Me: e4a 3la msam7 Ana msam7tk, bs la ttwg3 mni eni ansa bsr3a, w ma a54 mwgf mnk, w b3d la ttwg3 eni brj3 m3k zay awl. 

Fahad: leeh? 

Me: come 

We went to the kitchen. I took a glass and gave it to him. 

Fahad: what? 

Me: break it 

Fahad: mjnoona? 

Me: eksra amanah

Fahad: okay 

And he threw it on the floor 

Fahad: then? 

Me; can you return it back? 

Fahad: ee bs 93b w mar7 ykoon zay awl 

Me; rdait 3la nfsk bnfsk, 3lagtna momken trj3 gwya bs mo mthl gbl. 

Fahad: mob mnk wallah hl,5rabee6 mn ely tgreenh. 

Me; chub chub 

Fahad; tbeen n6l3? 

Me; No! I have homework 

Fahad: waaak

Me: kl zg. 

Fahad: ezibdah Yallah bye b6l3 

And he kissed my forehead 

Me; bye 

Fahad: entbhi lnfsk w gfli el,bab 

Me: enshallah... 

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I went to my room and started to complete my math homework. My phone vibrate. I had a text. 

T: hey shaden, I don't know if I should be texting you or not. But I just wanted to say that I miss you so much. Before you walked-in to my life, I never believed in "love from first sight" but it turned out that there's a love from first sight. From first talk. Shaden you're one in a million, and I'm not willing to lose you. I want you to be close to me, and my heart. I want to make you happy as much as you make me Happy. Shaden I want you to be mine. Please understand.. I hope I can see you as soon as possible! 

I read the text over and over.. I wanted to reply but I couldn't.. I want to say that I love him too but I just can't. If I replied I'm going to pull myself to another huge problem. Yet I don't want to leave him.. It just too complacted.. 

Haven't you realized that you make it harder everytime turki? 

I decided not to reply.. 

I finished my homework and shai5a called me 

Shai5a; shaden 

Me; hala 

Shai5a: bje a54k n6l3 Yallah tjhze

Me: mafeeni 

Shai5a: amanah Yallah eshtgt lk tra 

Me: 6ayb bs 36eeti 15 minuets 

Shai5a 5la9 ajl b93d ajls leen t5l9een w ash7n jwali 

Me: okay tra el,bab mftoo7 la t6geen

Shai5a: okay! 

And we hung up. 

Eshtgt lk? seriously shai5a? 

I wore my light blue jeans and a black sweater with a maroon scarf. I wore my glasses and went to the living room. 

Me; Yallah 

Shai5a; ya shee5a wsh hl,lbs

I looked down at myself 

Me; shfeeh? 

Shai5a: leeh labsa k4a? Bn6l3 m3 bnat 

Me: leeh ma glti mn awl(: 

shai5a: shdrani nsait!!! 

Me: goumi 6l3i li lbs ajal. 

Shai5a: eksh5 wsh hl,shn6a 

Me; mama shrt le eyaha 

Shai5a: ya 7leelha! 

Me; ezibdah Yallah Ana blbs 3dsati w enti 6l3i li 

Shai5a; esm3i elbsi sweater bs ksh5a y3ni mo aswd saddah! Feeh 7g Alexander McQueen 4ak weena 

Me; dwreeh mdri 

I wore my contact lenses 

Shai5a; Yallah bdli bsr3a w h,sh3r eft7eeh 

And she pulled my hairband

Me: 7sbi Allah, I'm not in the mood to argue wela kan t'hawsht 

Shai5a: j3lk daym not in the mood 

Me: klbaaaaa 

I changed my clothes and we left. 

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Restaurant with shai5a's friends! 

Noura: keefk shaden kaif edrasah? 

Me: 7amdellah 

Fatima: shaden 

Me: Sammy 

Fatima: smm Allah 3dwk, t3rfeen turki alflani? Ho bjam3tk

Shit shit. Awkward. 

Me: ee a3rfa bs ma gd klmta 

I lied. 

Fatima: 7lu 97?:( 

Y4b777 

Me: ee bs feeh a7la mnh 

Alaa: wallah yjnnnnn!!!! Ufff bss 

Shai5a: 3aib la t3lmoon e5ti hl,7rkat 

Noura: akeed enha t3rfha =)) 

My phone vibrate. A text from turki. 

T: why are you ignoring me. 

Me: 3n e4nkom shwy. 

I stood up and walked while my eyes were glued to the screen trying to find a reply. And I bumped into someone. Bravo shaden. 

.....: ma trkzeen enti? 

My jaw dropped as soon as I saw his face.   

To be continued...

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Cloud 9 Chapter 14 

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......: oh halla hala b7beebat turki alflani 

I turned around, AND FUUUCKKKK!!!!! 

Mo w Ana m3 Fahad ya 7ywaaan Allah ya54kkkkk!!!! 

He walked closer to us. 

.....; shaden 97? 

He was the guy ely 39b 3leeh turki 4ak elyoum bm63m el,pizza w gali la t7akeenh! Do you remember him?

Fahad: n3m o5oy? B'3ait shay? 

.....; abd bs bslm 3la shaden 5wyt turki! Sh5bark shaden? Sh5bar turki wrah hajd? 

I ignored him! 

All of my siblings stared at me surprisingly. 

......: oh ma ydroun? 

......: Allah yslmk mabi ela slamtk bs entbh l,e5tk wallah lw tdri wsh mswya 

Fahad: twkl Allah ystr 3laik 

.....: e9br bwreek shay 

He showed him a picture of me standing next to turki and facing Haifa while laughing. Fahad twisted his eyebrows angrily. MTA 9WRNA ELKLBBBBB!!!  

Fahad; momken tmshi gbl ma arf3 9ooti 

Zga elyoum zga 

.....: mashi mashi! Yallah bye ya shaden 

Awl ma b3d shwy s7bni Fahad bgwa!! 

Me; Fahad!!! 

Fahad: anti a5r wa7da ttklmain!! eskti la t5leeni at9rf m3k t9ruf Thani (: 

Shai5a, Shahad and yousef were following us silently. L2nhom lw tklmo byn4b7on.. 

Me: Fahad esm3i 

And I pulled my arm 

Fahad: SHADEN EMSHI GDAMI 3ND OBOY W OMY BSR3AAA 

Me: t9dg wa7d mn eshar3 w e5tk ely lha 18 sanna m3k ma t9dgha? 

Fahad: shaden emshi bsr3a 

I ran to my mom. 

Me; yumma emski wldk wela wallah byshof shay ma y3jba 

Mother: sh9ayer sh9ayer ? 

Fahad; bnt elm9ouna w angel 4e t6l3 m3 3yaal 

Baba: shaden! 

Me; baba lw sm7t esm3niii!!!!  

Mother: emsho esyarah 

Me; mabi aroo7 m3a Fahad (: 

Mother: shaden emshi 

Fahad: yubba Ana b7jz r7la le Ana w shaden 3,Riyadh directly 

Me: wallah ma arj3!!! 

Fahad: la 9ar e,shoor shourk t3ali tklmi 

We all walked to the car. 

Me: mabi arkb (: 

Fahad: la t5leeni a9fgk gdam Enas w erkbi 

Me; jrb tlmsni

Baba: erkbo Yallah 

And he slapped me. Awl marh bl7yah wa7d mn e5wani ymdydh 3ali. I shut my eyes. 

Fahad: ERKBI 

I saw cabs across the street. 

Me; Manb rakba w a3la ma b5ailk erkba. 

And I ran to the cabs. He followed me. I hopped into one and said 

Me; MOVE MOVE FASTER 

The car moved and he couldn't catch me. 

Klb 9ra7a. Meen galh ymd ydh 3aali? La w gdam 5lg Allah klhom (: w b,weekend y3ni 3yal w bnat California klhom mwjooden. What kind of brothers he his. And what kind of daughters are you shaden. What you did with turki was wrong. You deserve what happen. Bdal ma t3dleen shay gmti zdti e6een bellah? Bravo shaden bravo. 

My phone rang several of times but I didn't answer. Until finally the stopped calling. I asked the driver to stop by the beach. I paid and hopped off. 

I took my shoes off, andwalked by the beach for almost 45 minuets! And my phone rang, the letter T appeared. Turki. Mo wgtk. I didn't answer him; he called 3 more times then he stopped. I walked and walked until my legs couldn't hold me. It was 3:45 PM I walked for 4 hours non stop. I sat, and faced the ocean. 

Shaden, think think. Shaden focus. Shaden omk 5ayfa 3leek klmeeha. La b3dain t3rf ween Ana. Text her? Yeah yeah texting is a good idea. I pulled my phone out from my bag and texted my mom. 

Me: ماما انا بخير لا تحاتين احبك❤️

Message sent. Then I texted turki 

Me: I'm so sorry turki, adri kl shay jals y9eer bsbbi! Sam7ni Allah y5leek. W 7amdellah 3la slamtk, asfa nsait agoulk ams. I love you ❤️

Shaden wsho I love you-.-? 

I deleted "I love you" and sent the message. I closed my phone.

I laid on the sand, the sun was burning my head. 

I cold breeze woke me up from my sleeping or let me say the 2 and half hours nap. I don't know how but I slept. 

Mta nmt? Wsh 9aar? 

I opened my phone and checked the time, it was almost 6 PM! 

I took the first cab I saw and went to my flat. 

I opened the door, I saw my whole family sitting. Zgait om el3afya. 

Fahad: w shrft elmlka(: 

I ignored him. 

He stood up and came closer to me. 

I stared and the floor I couldn't stare at his eyes. I felt ashamed and scared. 

Fahad: emshi gdami. 

He pushed me to my room. Mo bs bakl zg. La ely b3dh. Bnjld wa'67. 

He slammed the door and locked it. I cleared my throat. 

Fahad: abi tfseer lly swaiteeh? 

I didn't answer him. Knt 5ayfa atklm. 

Fahad: Rdi!! 

I stayed silent 

He pulled my hair. Ouch.

Fahad: btrdeen wela keef? Tra ll7en mask a39abi. Rdi a7snlk 

Me: 5lni wallah bgoulk 

5lani. 

Me: knt '3bya. Ana asfa. Adri enh 93b tsam7ni. W 3arfa enh lw 3rft en ely galh elwld 97. Mo kl shay y3ni bs enh a3rf turki w... 

Fahad: W AISH? 

Me: w ho bs friend y3ni ma beena shay. He was the first one who talked to me. 

Fahad: mashallah(: guy friends w la 7ya wla mst7a? 

Me; gltlk asfa(: 5laa9 ma 3ad aklmh wla a3rf 3nh shay(: 

Fahad: la tnaf5een 

Me: ent ely tnaf5(: 

Fahad: 3ali 9otk marh thaniya w tshofen wsh byjek 

Me: la tg3d t'hay6 5la9 drait enk gwi(:

He pushed me to the wall. He came closer to me, and his eyes showed how angry he was. Awl marh ashoufh m39b k4a !!! He took his belt off, and started to hitting me with it. 

Me: MAMAMAAAA 

I yelled while crying 

Fahad: ma gd shft abj7 mnk 

Me: y3wr Fahad!!!!! 

Fahad: ESKTI 

mother: FAHAAD 5l E5TK !!! 

Baba: FAHAD EFt7 ELBAB 

Fahad: YUMMA YUBBA E6L3O BARRA ESALFAH 

Baba: Fahad eft7 

Me: BABA MAMA 

They were knocking the door hardly. 

Atwg3 10 minuets tgreeban then he stopped. 

Fahad: ashofk t6l3een marh thaniya a7sh rjoulk. 

And he sat on the bed. 

I couldn't stand up from pain. I swear every part of my body hurts me. Allah ya54a elklb Allah la ywfgaaaa!!! I cried and cried and cried like a new born baby. 

Fahad: ESKTI 

I tried to cry silently but I couldn't. I wanted to scream yell and break things. 

Fahad, the one who trusted me the most, loved me the most. The calm Fahad, the pantient. Ymd ydh 3la e5t'h. Mdri abki mn el,alam, wela l2n Fahad ho ely md ydh. 

After few minuets someone knocked the door. 

Shai5a: Fahad eft7 el,bab lw sm7t 

Fahad opened the door without saying a word. 

My mother ran to me. And hugged me so tight. She saw the belt that was next to me. 

Mother: yali ma t5af rbk bl,7zam? 

Shai5a: roo7 klm oboy 

Mother: ma twg3t'ha mnk ya Fahad. A5r wa7d tw83t'h yswi k4a b,w7d mn 5wat'h

Ho ant. Allah ysam7k. 

Fahad left the room. 

Mother: mama goumi goumi 

Me: mama Allah y5leek sam7eeni mama please 

Mother: ya glb omk enti msam7tk bs goumi enti Allah y5leek. 

She and shai5a helped me to stand up, and I laid on the bed. I couldn't stop crying. 

Me: yumma Ana astahl 97? Ana ely '3l6t, w lazm at7ml e,nateeja. 

Mother: yumma la t9ee7en 5laa9! 

Shai5a: klb Fahad. 

3ziz came in and stood staring. 

3bdal3ziz: 3wrk? 

Shahad: 3ziz t3al awdeek nshtri ice cream 

He shook his head 

3ziz: abi ajls 3nd mama 

Shahad: leeh? Ma tbeeni? 

Yousef: Yallah bnroo7 al3ab shft'ha Ana 

3ziz: ween? 

Yousef: t3al m3ai w awreek! 

He left with Shahad and yousef. 

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Fahad's point of view:- 

I don't know how in did this to my sister. I over reacted, knt agdr aklmha bl3gl w etfahom. Bs tstahl. Fahad t3w4 mn eblees. Fahad 7ram 3leek e3t4r lha. Fahad hy swt shay yswd elwjh. Bs still o5tk e9'3eera. al7een wsh estfdt '3eer enk 9y7t'ha w krht'ha feek. W e5wank e9'3ar 54o rdt f3l mnk w krhok? Allah y9l7kkkk!!! 

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.....: shaden. 

Me: mmm?

To be continued..

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FEEEDABCCCCKSSSS!!!!