Cloud 9 15

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Cloud 9 Chapter 15 

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....: Shaden
Me: mmm
I raised my head and I found Fahad standing. 3 days passed and Fahad didn't talk to me.
Me: aaa Fahad wallah ma swait shay wallah
Fahad: 3arf bs abi a7keek shwy, fa'9ya?
Me: Ee bs dgeega bktb conclusion 7g essay 3 lines w ajeek
Fahad: Okay take your time.
he rubbed my back and left my room.
I wrote the conclusion and went to him in the living room. I found Fahad on his phone smiling. 

Me; Salam 

Fahad: hala, t3ali ejlsi, as he pointed next to him. 

I sat quietly. 

Fahad: shfeek 5ayfa? 

Me: ma feeni shay 

Fahad: wallah mnb msweelk shay 

I looked at him 

Fahad: esm3eeni 

Me: smm 

Fahad: abeek tsam7eeni w tnseen eni mdait ydi 3leek Allah y5leek! 

Me: it's easy to forgive but hard to forget.

Fahad: I know. He said as he came closer to me

Fahad: mst3d aswi ay shay bs 3shan arj3 3la8tna zay awl. Bh,thlath Ayam ektshft enk shay kbeer b7yati.. W enk a7s 5wati, wallah 9dg, y3ni enti elwa7eeda ely ts2l w tsa3d, shai5a 3a6la w daym 6al3a, Shahad bzr, enti shay '3air.. Enti elwa7eeda ely agdr agoulha kl shay w adri enha must7el tz3l mni.. Aish tbeen Ana bsweelk, wallah Ana asf 

Me: ely swaita mo shwy 

Fahad: I over reacted I know. Knt agdr atfahm bs mdri mdri sh9ar, mdri knt mtnrfz w 5ayf. Shaden anti e5ti el9'3eera mabi a7d ylms mnk sh3ra wela y'9aygk bklma.. Mabi a7d y24eek 

Me; bs enta ely a4tni.. 

Fahad: Ana asf 6ayb 

Me: e4a 3la msam7 Ana msam7tk, bs la ttwg3 mni eni ansa bsr3a, w ma a54 mwgf mnk, w b3d la ttwg3 eni brj3 m3k zay awl. 

Fahad: leeh? 

Me: come 

We went to the kitchen. I took a glass and gave it to him. 

Fahad: what? 

Me: break it 

Fahad: mjnoona? 

Me: eksra amanah

Fahad: okay 

And he threw it on the floor 

Fahad: then? 

Me; can you return it back? 

Fahad: ee bs 93b w mar7 ykoon zay awl 

Me; rdait 3la nfsk bnfsk, 3lagtna momken trj3 gwya bs mo mthl gbl. 

Fahad: mob mnk wallah hl,5rabee6 mn ely tgreenh. 

Me; chub chub 

Fahad; tbeen n6l3? 

Me; No! I have homework 

Fahad: waaak

Me: kl zg. 

Fahad: ezibdah Yallah bye b6l3 

And he kissed my forehead 

Me; bye 

Fahad: entbhi lnfsk w gfli el,bab 

Me: enshallah... 

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I went to my room and started to complete my math homework. My phone vibrate. I had a text. 

T: hey shaden, I don't know if I should be texting you or not. But I just wanted to say that I miss you so much. Before you walked-in to my life, I never believed in "love from first sight" but it turned out that there's a love from first sight. From first talk. Shaden you're one in a million, and I'm not willing to lose you. I want you to be close to me, and my heart. I want to make you happy as much as you make me Happy. Shaden I want you to be mine. Please understand.. I hope I can see you as soon as possible! 

I read the text over and over.. I wanted to reply but I couldn't.. I want to say that I love him too but I just can't. If I replied I'm going to pull myself to another huge problem. Yet I don't want to leave him.. It just too complacted.. 

Haven't you realized that you make it harder everytime turki? 

I decided not to reply.. 

I finished my homework and shai5a called me 

Shai5a; shaden 

Me; hala 

Shai5a: bje a54k n6l3 Yallah tjhze

Me: mafeeni 

Shai5a: amanah Yallah eshtgt lk tra 

Me: 6ayb bs 36eeti 15 minuets 

Shai5a 5la9 ajl b93d ajls leen t5l9een w ash7n jwali 

Me: okay tra el,bab mftoo7 la t6geen

Shai5a: okay! 

And we hung up. 

Eshtgt lk? seriously shai5a? 

I wore my light blue jeans and a black sweater with a maroon scarf. I wore my glasses and went to the living room. 

Me; Yallah 

Shai5a; ya shee5a wsh hl,lbs

I looked down at myself 

Me; shfeeh? 

Shai5a: leeh labsa k4a? Bn6l3 m3 bnat 

Me: leeh ma glti mn awl(: 

shai5a: shdrani nsait!!! 

Me: goumi 6l3i li lbs ajal. 

Shai5a: eksh5 wsh hl,shn6a 

Me; mama shrt le eyaha 

Shai5a: ya 7leelha! 

Me; ezibdah Yallah Ana blbs 3dsati w enti 6l3i li 

Shai5a; esm3i elbsi sweater bs ksh5a y3ni mo aswd saddah! Feeh 7g Alexander McQueen 4ak weena 

Me; dwreeh mdri 

I wore my contact lenses 

Shai5a; Yallah bdli bsr3a w h,sh3r eft7eeh 

And she pulled my hairband

Me: 7sbi Allah, I'm not in the mood to argue wela kan t'hawsht 

Shai5a: j3lk daym not in the mood 

Me: klbaaaaa 

I changed my clothes and we left. 

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Restaurant with shai5a's friends! 

Noura: keefk shaden kaif edrasah? 

Me: 7amdellah 

Fatima: shaden 

Me: Sammy 

Fatima: smm Allah 3dwk, t3rfeen turki alflani? Ho bjam3tk

Shit shit. Awkward. 

Me: ee a3rfa bs ma gd klmta 

I lied. 

Fatima: 7lu 97?:( 

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Me: ee bs feeh a7la mnh 

Alaa: wallah yjnnnnn!!!! Ufff bss 

Shai5a: 3aib la t3lmoon e5ti hl,7rkat 

Noura: akeed enha t3rfha =)) 

My phone vibrate. A text from turki. 

T: why are you ignoring me. 

Me: 3n e4nkom shwy. 

I stood up and walked while my eyes were glued to the screen trying to find a reply. And I bumped into someone. Bravo shaden. 

.....: ma trkzeen enti? 

My jaw dropped as soon as I saw his face.   

To be continued...

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