Cloud 9 10

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Cloud 9 chapter 10 

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Haifa: shaden 

Her eyes were glowing from tears. 

Me: What the fuck happened? 

Haifa: turki englbt feeh esyara 

Me: TST'HBLEN 

shit gets real sometimes. I quickly left the grocery took a cab 

Taxi: where 

Haifa: ---- hospital 

Taxi: okay 

I was so nervous. 

Who do I care? Well I have to care. I really do care. he's turki. Shaden calm down his fine 5li emank gwi. He's fine he's fine 

Me; he's fine he's fine he's fine he's fine he's fine he's fine he's fine he's fine he's fine. Shaden he's fine 

I kept repeating to myself with a low voice. 

Haifa: MOMKEN TSKTEEN L2NK TWTREN ELY MA YTWTR? 

Me: Ufff skri e4nk 

Taxi: we arrived. 

I hopped off. And ran to the emergency gate. Allah ystr. 

Haifa: ent'6reeni 

Meen galk tlbseen k3b a6wk mnk? Mara7 ant'6r. 

A nurse came to me and asked me: what's wrong? 

Me: hmm my friend 

Nurse: what about him or her? 

Me: he made a car accident and they brought him here! 

Nurse: what is his name? 

Me: Turki Mansour alflani  

Nurse: oh yeah! The Arabian guy with the Bugatti? 

Me; yes yes 

Nurse: follow me 

We (me and Haifa who finally took her heels off(: ) followed her to a very quiet hallway. At the end of the hallway we found some police officers, m7md 7moud and Reem. 

Me: Reem sh9ar? 

Reem: enti b4at la tklmeeni. 

Me: sh9aar. Shswait?

She turned to me and her eyes were puffed and her nose was read. 

Reem: enti esbb. 

My phone rang. It was mom. Ya laaail. 

I looked at them then I picked it up. 

Me: hala 

Mother: weenk? 

Me: yumma magdr atklm Ana b,library al7in 3ndi research twi a4krh bs don't worry b6lblk akl w elflous Tlgeenha bdrj e6wla ely b9alla I whispered 

Mother: Youh Yallah mama ajal Allah ys'hlk. 

And she hung up. 

I needed to lie. What should I tell her? Turki my guy friend made an accident? Yumkn tdfni Ana w turki bmkana. 

Me: Reem please explain. 

5ztni w eltft't

Okay I know that Reem and turki friends bs leeh she cares that much? Shd3wa she was over reacting. 

M7md: Ana klmt turki w gali enh m39b 7awlt feeh leen gali enh m39b 3alik. 

I stared at him then i turned my gaze to the floor.

I didn't do anything. Well I did.. Unfortunately... 

Me: Reem m7md 7moud latfsroon elashya 3la keefkom. Please la t'6lmooni. 

Reem: ya shee5a (: 

Me: m39b mni '3eer m39b 3ali the second thing is listen before you speak. 

Reem: explain 

Me; ho t5ang wya Salman elyoum e9b7 3la 4eek eslafa w gltlh enh e4a bswi mshakl baink w Bain 9a7bk 5la9 ma 3ad lazm n7ki 7ram t5rb 3lagtk bsbbi w hu 39b. I didn't want him to make an accident I didn't want him to lose his friendship with salman because of me. I wanted to stay away and he completes his life normally without me bdoon mshakl simply. 

Shaden it's your fault. It's yours. Admit it. 

Reem: turki kan y7bk. Bs enti el'3bya anti el7mara ely Ksrti Galbh. Al7in shgoul l,5ali Mansour w 5alti Ebtsam? agoulhom wldkom swa 7adth w e4a galo leeh agoul ely y7bha 5lta w ksrt Glba? 

I didn't reply. I remained  silence. 

Reem: Rdi 3ali? RDI 3ALI? 

I let a sigh out. I didn't have anything to say.

Reem: ma agoul ela 7sbi Allah 3leek w n3ma elwakeel. 3sa 7obta ma tt3dak. 

I left the place bbagi kramti. 

I didn't want to take a cab nor the bus. I wanted to walk. I didn't know where I just wanted to walk and walk until my legs bleed, my eyes drys from crying, my nose turns blue from the cold weather, and my mother starts to look for me and tell the police. I wanted to walk until I found a place where I can die without anyone knowing any shit about me.  

Shaden what kind of people are you? He was cute with you nice and a great guy. He picked you over his best-friend. 

Reem was right. What they will tell his parents? What if he died? Would you forgive yourself? Would you sleep at night from guiltiness? I don't think so. Would you ever sleep? When something bad la sm7 Allah heppened to him, they can't blame anyone but me. I was so mean and harsh. He wanted me and I rejected him. He wanted to spend more time with me and I just pushed him back.

A flashback with Fawaz haunt me. Fawaz: shaden, karma is a bitch whatever you do in your life it will take a round and comes back to you. Either it's a bad or a good thing. So never make someone cry because one day they will make you cry for nights. Never break someone's heart because you won't die b3d 3umrn 6weel until someone breaks and shatters your heart. always draw a smile on people's faces because one day they will draw a smile on your face that will never fade inshallah. Help people when they need because one day you will need help and they will help you gladly. Never make fun of someone's attitude in any situation because من عابَ احد بذنب لم يمت حتى يفعله please understand what I'm saying shaden. 

He told me that when we're coming back from school. When he discussed about "edniya dwara" with his friend and teacher. 

Me: wallah fhmt ya wise man enta =)) 

Fawaz: agoul bs ay m63m 

Me: Hardee's 

Fawaz: kareem rou7 Burger king 

Me: leeh ts2l(: 

Fawaz: 3shan a3andk? 

Me: twk gbl thanteen el,wise guy w 7rkat amda (: 

Fawaz : 3la tbn bs jou3an kl arb3a anti t5taren hl,Marrah Ana 

Me: I'm the queen here 

Fawaz: ya shee5a =))

And we laughed. 

End of flashback. 

I went back to reality from the sound of my phone ringing. I was in middle from I don't know where the hell I am. It was already half passed eleven. I'm too late and you can't stay out alone after nine in this city. I wiped my tears and answered:

Me; alo 

Haifa: WEEENK YA MJNOONA R7T 3ND YOUR FLAT LGAIT OMK MAYTA 9YA7 W 5OOF 3LAIK YA HABLA ERJ3I WALLAH ENK 5BLA KM MISSED CALL???? MA TSM3EEN? MA T6AL3EEN JWALK? 

I closed the line. Mali 5lg asm3 t'hzee2 w hwash. ely feeni mkfeeni w akthr. I stopped a cab and drove off to my flat's place. 

I opened the door and I found my mother sitting with her hands on her head giving me her back probably crying, Haifa and lailya were sitting next to her, Haifa was calming her down and lailya was talking on the phone. The sound of the door's closing made them turn aroud. 

Mother: SHADEN YUMMA 

She ran to me and hugged me so tight. I hugged her and cried. everything inside me was crying and shouting. 

Mother backed off and asked me: ween knti? 5ft 3laik. 

I stared at her. Aish agoulha b3d? Knt bl,mostshfa 3nd turki w 6l3t w g3d amshi? 

Mother: galt le Haifa aish 9ar kl shay galt le starting from day one leen al7een. 

Haifa azg zg shfta b7yati.. Ma a9dggggg!!!!! 

me: Ana asfa.. Sam7eeni

I kissed her forehead then went to my room closed the door and locked it. I wish I can lock it forever. And never face people and reality. I wish I could lock my life and stop it. I'm already fed up with life and problems.. 

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Me: turki sam7ni

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To be continued.. 

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