Could 9 16

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Cloud 9 Chapter 16 

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....; ma trkzeen enti? 

My jaw dropped down as soon as I saw his face. He was salman 

Me; asfaa 

And I tried to walk so fast. But he pulled me by my wrist. I looked in his eyes and pulled my arm. 

Salman: mo bnt t5rb baini Ana w turki, awreek ya shaden. He said with a kind of loud voice. 

I walked so fast, I looked down at my phone and I realized that I called turki by mistake. Ya 7beebi(: 15 seconds past. 

Me; oh asfa dgait bl'3l6

Turki; wsh galk salman? 

Me: ha? 

Turki: la tst'3been sm3t 9oot'h 

Me: wsho salman 

Turki; shaden gsmbellah lajeek al7in en ma glti wsh galk. 

Me: ma gal shay bs 

Turki: bs aish? Shaden wallah tgoulen 

Me: gal "mo bnt t5rb baini Ana w turki. Awreek ya shaden" 

Turki: ya bthrh Ana gaylh ma yklmk. 

Me: 5la9 3adi 

Turki; sh5bark? 

Me: kwaisa w enta keefk al7in enshallah a7sn? 

Turki; 7amdellah.. 

Turki: shaden 3adi ashofk? 

Me: turki 93ba 

Turki: leeh? 

Me: ahli mwjoden 

Turki; shloun y3ni? 

Me; shswi?? Ma ynf3 at25r 

Turki: 2 minuets wallah 

Me: mdri turki mdri. 

Turki; amanah shaden 7awli 

Me: enshallah 

Turki; tra marh mshtaglk

Me: aa turki lazm arj3 3nd e5ti

Turki; okay. W gouli li mta ynasbk 3shan ashofk 

Me: l7'6a ent mta bt6l3? 

Turki: bukra e9b7 enshallah 

Me: 7amdellah

Me; Yallah bye 

Turki; bye Glbi. 

He makes it even harder. Fuck. 

Shaden you're stupid. You promised. And you know what will happen if Fahad knew about even the text. Shaden you're in a huge trouble. Good luck with that. 

I went back to the table and sat quietly. My mind was absent thinking about what turki told me today. Allah y3di hl,ftra 3la 5air. 

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Turki; Yallah 6fsht w Ana astna 

Me; shswi feeh ho 6l3na mt25r 

Turki: tra lw shafna salman ya weelk 

Me: okay okay

I was walking in the university parking. I'm going to see turki today. Good luck with that shaden. 

Turki; a5eeran 

Me: emsh gbl ma yje a7d 

Turki; okay 

And he drove off to I don't know where.. Silence fell the car, until he finally spoke.

Turki: shlounk? 

Me: 7amdellah! 

Turki: shfeek?

Me: wla shay

Turki: ajal leeh shwy w t9ee7en? 

Me: hw ma feeni shay(: 

Turki: 6ayb a39ab! 

Turki; ma Eshtgti li? 

Me: mdri 

Turki: SHADEN 5LA9 3AD 6FSHT MN KTHR MA ASLK LK!!!! WSH FEEK? '6AYGTK Bshay ANA? SWAIT LK SHAY ? 

Me: la I said with a low voice 

Turki: ajal aish? 

Me: ant l2nk ma tdri sh9ar. 

Turki; LA T7RGEN A39ABI W TTKLMAIN BBROUD! WSH 9AR? 

I pulled my hoodies right sleeve up, to show him my arm that was full of scars and scratches. 

Me: HA4A ELY 9AR I said as I pulled the other sleeve. 

Me: W HA4AAA and I pointed at the scratches. 

Me: KL HA4A 9AR MNK. 

He looked at me scared and nervous. 

Turki; aish ha4a? 

Me: Fahad my brother knew about you. 

He stopped the car in a parking lot of a beach. I hopped off. I stayed in the car, and cried so hard. I cried everything in me. Every wound in me cried. Someone knocked my window, I looked at he was Turki. I opened the door, and he kneed down. 

Me; go away. 

Turki: I'm sorry 

Me: sorry won't change anything.. 

He held my hand and kissed it gently. My body shivered, and I pulled my hand so quick. 

Turki: a7bk 

He said and hopped to his seat and played a song 

والله لاتمناك حتى اصدق انت واقع جنب مني 

والله لاستناك واتخيلك مقبل عليّ بعيد عني 

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روح يحرم نوم عيني روح يحرم نوم عيني 

لو يجيني وما يجيبك لي حلم 

روح لو ضاعت سنيني بانتظارك مو خساره مو ظلم 

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قررت مره انساك قررت الهيني باحد يلغيك يشغلني 

ما يخلفك ألاك يا واحد عن كل احد يا جزء مني

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روح يحرم نوم عيني روح يحرم نوم عيني 

لو يجيني وما يجيبك لي حلم 

روح لو ضاعت سنيني بانتظارك مو خساره مو ظلم 

I wiped my tears, and I looked at him; he was resting his head on the driving-wheel. I wanted to speak but I couldn't, I wanted to tell him that I'm so sorry, and I would do anything to stay with him, but I couldn't, I felt numb. 

I'm so sorry turki. I love you but I can't do that. 

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I will skip to the 3rd of November. The weather is getting colder, my mother couldn't stand it and I forced her to go back to Riyadh. I didn't talk to turki since that day.. I couldn't.. I wanted to talk to him. But always and forever my pride is over everything, I was thinking of him 24/7 but I kept my mouth shut, I didn't even see him.. 

Mother: estwd3tk Allah ya bnti 

Me; m3 eslammah 

I kissed her forehead and hand. She was crying 

Me: mama wallah brj3 bl,Christmas 

Mother: mdri shloun bt7ml 4 sneen 

Me: yumma 5la9 la tbkeeni 

Mother; esm3i 

Me: hala 

Mother: ma aw9eek 3la ely 5bri 5brk 

She meant turki 

Me: la t7ateen 

Mother: Yallah m3 eslammah 

And I hugged her so tight. I'm going to miss her so much. she went to the gate. I stood up staring at her until her figure disappeared. I sighed and made my way to the bus station. My phone rang and Haifa's name appeared on the screen 

Me: hala Haifa 

Haifa: shfeek? 

Me: omi ra7t 

Haifa: oh:( bslammah 

Me: Allah yslmk 

Haifa: bnroo7 Ana w Dalal w Bibi nt'3da 

Me; wshe Bibi? Esmha Bibi wela dl3? 

Haifa: la esmha Bibi 

Me: g'6t elasami Allah y5lf 

Haifa: chub chub, btjeen aw la? 

Me; Haifa meen byje '3eerkm? I asked once again because I knew she was lying  

Haifa: ymkn ymkn Jawaher w Reem 

Me: mnb jaya 

Haifa: amanah shaden ma 3leek mnha 

Me: Haifa enti akthr wa7da 3arfa wsh 9ar. Haifa: btg3den k4a 6ol 3mrk? 

Me; Haifa 5la9 skri elmw'6oo3 

Haifa: kli zg zain(: eshrha 3ali abi aws3 9drk malt. 

Me; Ana asfa mob g9di anf5 3leek bs tnrfzt shwy 

Something in me said go and something said don't you even think about it. 

Me: wla tz3l haiyoufa bje 

Haifa: aywaaaa! Yallah amrk? 

Me: ma b3d aw9l. Bs wain btro7on? 

Haifa: Japanese restaurant 

Me; wsh esma aw wain? 

She told me the address. Ashwa it was the next stop. 

Me; 10 - 15 minuets blktheer w aw9l 

Haifa: okay! Lma tru7en feeh reservation b,esm Dalal 

Me: e4a w9lt gblkom bdg 

Haifa: okay! Byee babe 

Me: bye 

And I hung up. 

I didn't want to see Reem. At the same time, I wanted to have fun. 

Haifa: weenk 7na w9lna! 

Me; btje? 

Haifa: ee 

Me: Allah y3een, Yallah Ana 2 minuets b'6b6 w akon 3ndkm 

Haifa: Yallah bye 

Stay calm shaden. Pretend that Reem isn't here, try to avoid her as much as you can for your own good. 

When I was about 1 and a half block away from the resturant I saw guys standing and smoking. Y5wf kan shwy. Kano Arab bs mdri mn wain. 

....: excuse me lady

Me: yes? 

.....: you're Arab right? 

Me; yeah? 

.....: gaylkooooommmmm shfto 

Another guy said: momken nt3rf? 

I ignored them and completed walking. 

Guy3: shd3waa mswya thgeela? 3adi shwy nsolf 

Shaden calm down they can't touch you. 

One of them came closer to me until the wall was 1 inch behind me. He came even closer. Yarbi ya 7beeebi. Then all of the 5 guys came around me. The 3rd guy blocked my way with one hand and he was touching my face and going through my hair with the other one. F.u.c.k. Ew.

Guy3: marh thaniya ma tswe thgeela sam3a? 

I was shaking. 

Me: Allah y5leek w5r please aswi ely abi 

Guy3: y3ni bdmo3k 4y btksreen 5a6ri? 

Me: HAAAAIIIFAAA I yelled as loud as I could.  

......: HEEH ANT WYAH 

This voice is so familiar. 

To be continued... 

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FEEEEEEEDBAAAAAACKS!!!!