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Cloud 9 Chapter 21
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I took the bus and went back home.
What a great way to spend my ‘18th birthday’ starting from turki, to crying on Fawaz. Lets hope this day will pass by so fast.. By a blink of an eye.
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Shai5a: sh3ndk raj3a? mo bt6l3een
Me: t3bana
Shai5a: ah
Me: shai5a
She ignored me
Me: shai5a shai5a
She ignored me again
Me; wallah eni ma aklm jdar! Shai5a Rdi
Shai5a: shtbeen
I went and sat next to her on the couch
Me: momken t5leen jwalk shwy
She lifted her gaze on me
Shai5a: tklmi asm3
And looked back at her phone
Me: enti jaya tn6green? Esm3i bs bgoulk shay wa7d
Shai5a: n3m?
Me: amanah shai5a wallah I'm so sorry even if I didn't anything. Wallah Asfa please sha5sh5
Shai5a: enti mn glti sh5sh5 w Ana hwnt asm3k 7ta
Me: shai5a:( a7bk tdreen?
And I kissed her cheek very quick
Shai5a: y3 engl3i
Me; wallah mar7 aroo7 leen tgolen enk ra'9ya. Ma7b ajls m3 a7d z3lan mni
Shai5a: ra'9ya bs engl3i 3n wjhi
Me; Glbi wallah whhh and I kissed her again
I sang while running to my room
Shai5a: nshbaaaz gsmbellah
Me: y79lk
Shai5a: t3ali Ana jo3ana
Me: tbeen t6l3een
Shai5a: anti leeh ma 6l3ti
Me; bs mabi a6l3 m3hm elyoum I want to spend time with you.
Shai5a: Yallah Gomi n6l3
Me: klmti mama?
Shai5a: ee tslm 3leek
Me: btrj3een weyay?
Shai5a: Eee
Me: cool yalla 6ayb wsh msht'hya
Shai5a: pizza
Me: OMG Bwdeek m7l pizza jeeta awl ma jeet hena marh l4ee4
Shai5a: Yallah
Me: esm3i bshr6
Shai5a: aish
Me: t3zmeeni?
Shai5a: Ana e'6eefa
Me: m6fra:$
Shai5a: emshi bs.
We went to the restaurant ely Jeenah Ana w turki awl youm. T4kroona? el5aleej Klh hena.
Shai5a: ez7ma tgrf
Me: 3adi lazm tt3wdeen
Shai5a: table for 2
they made us wait for 20 minuets. 6b3n shai5a tt7l6m.
Me: 5la9 chub. T3wdi, Wla m63m hena ma tnt'6reen ela lw mswya reservation.
Shai5a: malt bs
Chasher; Ms. Shaden
Me: Yallah t3ali(:
We sat, and the table was across ours where full of Saudi guys they were so annoying.
Shai5a: la jd y3
Me: chub amanah e4a ma y3rfoonk Ana y3rfooni
My phone buzzed, it was a whatsapp notification
T: lift ur head up.
I read it without unlocking my phone
He was sitting with the bunch of Saudis.
Shai5a was so into her phone. When he saw me he winked. Jmalk jmal mush 3aadi ya turki :(
T: j3l 3yooni ma tn7rm mn shoft h,'97ka <3
I was like awww :(
Shaden: :$
T: meen ely m3k?
shaden: e5ti
T: ts6lll
Shaden: tbeeha? Traha akbr mnk
T: 3adi 3ndk ?
Shaden: ee.
T: afaaa
T: ezibdah abi aklmk
shaden: bt4b7ni
T: uff mta btro7
Shaden; btrj3 m3ay bl,Christmas
T: btrj3een bl,Christmas?
shaden: ee enshallah, enta?
T; bt5rj(;;
Shaden: amanah;o
T: ee bs brj3 akml masters
Shaden: cool
T: yeah.
Shai5a: shaden
Me; bsmellah
Shai5a: shfeek?
Me; enti ely shfeek fj2a
Shai5a: abi akl.
Me: e6lbi
Shai5a: enti wsh a7la shay 3ndhim
Me; mdri ma3rf
shai5a: ma mnk fayda
Me: chub
I went back to my phone
T: shfeek t'hawshenha
Shaden: tgoul e6lbi li
T: e6lbi 6ayb
Shaden: agoul 5l,a6lb l,nfsi awl b3dain a6lb lha.
T: ezibdah mta r7ltk?
shaden: 1 dec u?
T: 2 dec
Shaden; cool.
T: ezibdah a7akek b3dain
Shaden; ok
T: a7bk
Shaden: <3
mama, baba, shai5a, Fahad, yousef, Shahad, 3ziz, I'm so sorry. I can resist him. I love him.
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My relationship with turki grew bigger and bigger, guilt was eating me alive. we we aren't lovers, nor friends. Simply we are more than friends less than lovers.
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So today Me and shai5a are going back to Riyadh. Finallllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy no one knows how much I miss Riyadh.
Shai5a: amanah mabi t6eer 3leena e6yra Yallah
Me: ya Allah 6yb la t7neeen! We still have 5 hours w elm6ar bs 1hour.
Shai5a: yarbi 9brni 3laik
Me: Yallah 5l9t
We took the luggage, and left the place.
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LAX:
we checked in and went to the gates. We had 1 hour and 45 minuets, and I was s t a r v i n g.
Me: ju3ana w ma7b akl e6yara
Shai5a: Yallah 7tabana
A fact about our family: we hate airplanes food. Ygrfna in someway.
Me: Burger King sharyek?
Shai5a; ee ok 7lo
We went to Burger King and ordered.
Me: agoul shai5a
Shai5a; hala
Me: lw anti 3umrk 18 sannah okay w ja a7d tgdmlk btr'6een feeh?
Shai5a: Hww sh3ndk
Me: bsr3a Rdi
Shai5a: fj2aaa... A7d gaylk shay(:
Me: agoul bs shai5a, eshrha 3ali youm as2lk-.-
And I went to take the food.
I was playing with the food and thinking about what Turki told me yesterday. Uff wallah y7yr.
Flashback:
The day before my flight. I was packing and shai5a was sleeping. It was 1 past midnight. Turki called. Ard? Ee? La? Rdi bs 3aib. Tklmeena whatsapp w phone la? Hy 5arba 5arba
Me; alo
Turki; hala halla b,h9oot
Me; hala feek
Turki: sh3ndk 9a7ya
Me: packing
Turki: ll7een?
Me; lain a5r dgeega.
Turki; 6ayb ynf3 twgfeen shwy bgoulk klam.
Me: ee akeed
And I went to the balcony.
Me: smm
Turki; smm Allah 3dwk, bs2lk
Me; hala
Turki; shaden anti t7beeni 9dg?
I remained silence.
Turki: shaden t7beeni?
Me: ah turki
Turki: wallah enk m7yrtni ya shaden. Kl marh agool btgdmlha bs a5af enk ma tbeeni w trdeeni. W mrat agoul hy tklmk akeed t7bk.
Turki: lw aje a6g bab baitkom btgblen?
Me: turki it's not that easy
Turki; I know. 3shan k4a s2ltk gbl ma aswi ay shay w aklm omi
I didn't reply.
Turki: tbeeni?
I want you but I can't tell you. I'm dying to be with you forever.
Me: Allah yktb ely feeh el5air
I couldn't say more nor less.
Turki; a3tbrha ee?
I didn't reply.
Turki: t9b7en 3la 5eer, a7bk
Me: w enta mn ahlh..
Gouli w Ana b3d, it's your only way to tell him that you love him.
Me: Ana kman
Turki: enti aish?
Me; kman
Turki; Allah ys3dk ya shee5a.
His tone showed how happy he was.
End of flashback.
Shai5a: leish ma aklti?
She stopped the train of my thoughts
Me; ha! Ela ela akl
Shai5a; kli bsr3a 9arlk nu9 sa3a tl3been bl,akl
I ate. I couldn't finish my food.
Me: Yallah
Shai5a: ma 5l9ti aklk
Me: shb3t
Shai5a: 7raam
Me: wallah marh ktheer.
Shai5a: 36eeni eyah b36eh 3aml aw shay
She cutted from where I ate and placed thefood back in the box and gave it to the dustkeeper.
Me: ft7 el,gate Yallah.
We went to the gate. And finally we sat on our places. I hate airplanes y3.
Me; bnam lma nw9l gwmeeni
Shai5a: 16 sa3a?
Me: ee? Ams mo nayma zain.
Shai5a: keefk wallah
And I closed my eyes. But I couldn't sleep.
Shaden, tr'9een feeh 3la 6oul k4a? Shaden, anti 9dg t7beena? Shaden, anti 9dg tbeena?
To be continued.....
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FEEEEEDBAAAACKS!!!
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