Cloud 9 18

DEAR MY LOVELY READERS, FROM NOW I WILL BE POSTING TWO SHORT CHAPTERS TWICE A WEEK!! EVERY MONDAY AND THURSDAY! THANK YOU xx

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Cloud 9 chapter 18 

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“Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart.” Happy birthday my all the time best-friend, sister, soulmate. I wish a year full of happiness and grateful moments. Kul sannah w enti t7beeni akthr shadoona! Xx

I read the text over and over and I felt even more guilty.. She've always considered me as a "best friend" and I considered her as a "lovely friend". Sorry Leen but I can't. I know I'm so mean but it's so hard to understand. 

Leen is one of my lovely school friends, she is the closest to me in school, yet she's not that close to me. I never opened for her, not for anyone. Except for Fawaz. Because I knew I can trust him and he never let me down. As much as I fought with Fawaz, I've never wanted to lose him. I wanted to spend my whole life with him, he's the only one I can trust blindly.  Leen was the cutest, in school I wasn't that lovable girl. I've always fought with girls, I wasn't nerd but I was smart. I was hyper all the time, teachers used to shut me. I was a very active person!

Shaden: awwww Leen, thank you very much I love you more than you could imagine. I'm so out of words. Allah la y5leeni.. 

Leen; glbii shaden, eshtgt lk 

Shaden: Ana akthr wallah 

Leen: btjeen bl,Chrismas? 

Shaden: ngoul enshallah 

Leen; amanah lw jeeti abi ashoufk 

Shaden: akeed lazm a9ln! 

Leen; Yallah Ana broo7 edwam, ttyl 

shaden: best of luck! 

Leen: thanks, u too<3 

I switched to Shahad'a conversation.. 

Sh: guess what? You're 18! It means that you can drive me wherever and whenever I want B)! However, do you know that someone who changes your life just by being part of it? Who makes you laugh until your stomach hurts? Who makes you believe there really is a good world? Who convinces you that there's unlocked door just waiting for you to open it? 'Cause I know that someone; a forever sistership, and friendship started with silly fights when I was 2 months old. 16 years of sistership, caring, love, happiness, and some fights. So here is to our ups and never downs, endless gossips and arguments, countless nights, and battles. I can't be more thankful for having you as a sister and bestie in my life. And the last thing is HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHADEN! I WISH YOU MANY MORE TO COME!!! I ENDLESSLY ADMIRE YOU!!! 

awwww, how sweet she's. I never thought she really "loved" me. And she's that good in writing.. 

Shaden: AWWW SHAHAD! IM SO SPEECHLESS. I SWEAR WORDS OF THANKS AND LOVE ARENT ENOUGH! I WILL DEFINITELY DRIVE YOU EVEYWHERE!! OMG YOURE SO NICE I NEVER KNEW THAT! GLADNESS IS TAKING OVER ME!! I MISS YOU SO FREAKING MUCH!!! I LOVE YOU TO THE INFINITY AND BEYOND

Sh: Glbi shaden!! I miss you even more:( 

Shaden: <3333

And I replied to the rest of the birthday wishes. Until it was turki's conversation

T: جيتك هوى تدفعني يمّك رغبتي.. جيتك هوى بشوقي ومناي ولهفتي

لا تتركي البسمه غريبه.. خليكي في عيوني حبيبه

جيتك هوى جيتك

جيتك انادي أنادي بصوتي وفؤادي لبّي نداي.. القلب دامي والعمر ظامي وانتي مُناي

لا تتركي البسمه غريبه خليكي في عيوني حبيبه

جيتك يا رحلة العمر الطويله دنياي والله عليله وحبك رجاي

محتاج قلبي لرفيق محتاج امشي الطريق وانتي معاي

لا تتركي البسمه غريبه خليكي في عيوني حبيبه جيتك هوى.. جيتك هوى.. جيتك.. 

Words couldn't describe how I felt that moment, Tears were falling down my cheeks and burning them like a fire burns a coal. I wiped them and completed reading.

 

T:happy birthday Shaden. I love you and I wish you all the best in your up coming years. I know we are far apart but you're always the closest to my heart; even though I loved you in a matter of week. I don't want blab more but I just wanted you to know that you're special and unique and never try to change yourself. Be who you are. 

حقك علي ان كنت زعلان يا بعد عمر وقلب غاليك 

بارضيك مهما يكون يا تركي حتى ولو راضي باراضيك 

قلبي بك مولع وحيران محتار ما يدري بك اشفيك 

ويقول لك انا كان غلطان ارضى عليه الله يخليك 

عليك انا ياشوق ولهان دايم انا وقلبي في طاريك 

جفني يمضي الليل سهران والعين يالغالي تناديك 

انت وانا يالزين خــلان واجب تداريني واداريك 

ما نختلف لو كان ماكان ولاعاد تجفيني ولا اجفيك 

Pft Shaden you can't send him such a thing. I deleted it and wrote 

Shaden: thank you so much turki, it means a lot to me, llym! xx 

What a could reply Shaden-.- whatever I sent it and I can't take it back. 

T: open your flat's door 

Shaden: wtf turki!!! 

T: I'm not out wallah 

Shaden: b4b7k lw enk barra 

T: wallah mo barra 

I rushed to the door and opened it. I found Haifa standing with a cake, balloons, and a pair of gift bags! 

Haifa: happy birthday ya 7lwa 

Me: awwwww Haifa :((( 

Haifa: emski bs 

And she have me a cake and I read what was written on it "finally an adult! Happy 18th birthday" 

Me: I'm so speechless! A7bk 

Haifa: ed5li b36eek shay

We sat in the living room, and as soon as my butt touched the sofa the bell rang 

Me: meeeen ely jay 

I went to the door and opened it.. 

OMGGG!!!

FEEEDBAAAACKKSSSS!!!