Cloud 9 11

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Cloud 9 chapter 11 

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I was in the hospital, it was 9 PM and I told my mother that I'm going to study with haifa and for sure Haifa helped in this. 

Me: turki sam7nii 

....: shloun tbeena ysam7k? 

I turned around and I found Reem (: 

Me: momken t5leni l7ali 

Reem: Ana Jaya agoulk t6l3een 

Me: sorry bs mnb 6al3a 

Reem: e6l3i 

Me: mo bkaifk 

Reem: la t5leeni Anadi security y6l3k '39bn 3n ely jabook? 

Me: wsh mushkltk b,dniya anti? 

Reem: mushklti en wld 5ali Bain el7yah w elmoot w Klh bsbbk 

So they're cousins.. 

Me: Reem one minuet 

Reem: wla rub3 

Me; Reem 76i nfsk mkani 

Reem: enti b3d 76i nfsk mkani 

Me: Reem Allah y5leek abous edeek 

Reem: 5 minuets no more no less 

Me: Inshaallah shukran 

And she left. And I sat next to his bed 

Me: turki sam7ni atrjak turki bsweelk ely tbe bs e97a a36eek ely tbe wallah turki 9arlk 6 Ayam k2nhom 6 snwat. Eshtgtlk marh. La t6wl '3eebtk. I'm still not ready to lose you too. Ygolon enh ely b,'3ybooba ysm3.. Yarb ykonon 9adgeen! Turki tdri lw 97ait bsweelk ely tbee ahm shay a3rf enk msam7ni. Wallah mo gadra anam. Mo gadra akl mo gadra ashrb. Mo gadra arkz bl mo7a'6rat. Turki eshtgtlkk marh ktheer. 

I stared at him until Reem came and said 

Reem: momken aklmk ? 

Me: akeed 

Reem: esm3i 5ali w 5alti 3rfo. w hom jayen bukra bl,lail ya weelk lw shf zoolk hena(: sam3a? 

Me; inshallah 

I smiled weakly and left the room. 

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Mother: shaden 

Me: Sammy 

Mother; t3ali jnbi 

I sat next to her. 

Mother: shfeek mb3da? 

Me: ahh 

And I went closer to her. 

Mother: abi aklmk 

Me: Sammy 

Mother: anti tdreen en ely sweeteh '3l6 marh! Wdi ahawsh bs nfsytk ma tsm7 w mabi azeedk. Shaden anti bnti w a'3la ma amlk wdi ma t'3l6een 97 el,ensan 56ay bs 56a2 3n 56a2 yfrg, anti 3arfa en salft sfrtk 4e klha mn elbdaya ma 3jbtni bs '6'36 3la nfsi w 3la Glbi w 5leetk trou7in 3shan t788en 7lmk ma kent abi akon eshay ely ywgfk knt abi akon esh59 ely yd3mk w ysa3dk, 5leetk troo7en w Ana wathga feek w m7mltk amanah w ma twg3t enk t5onen h,thga ely a36eetk eyaha. Ely sweeteh ya bnti abdn mob 97 wla 3umrh bykoon 97. Ana al7in mar7 agoulk erj3i w ma feeh drasa 5la9. B5leek tkmleen w e5wank w obok mar7 y3rfoon, bs abeek t36eeni w3d enk ma t3eedenha 

Me; aw3dk 

Mother: Allah y5leek le

Me: wla y7rmnj mnk ❤️

My mother has the greatest and biggest heart. She never stays mad at me more than 1 week. Sheve always been the wisest, the most white-hearted person in the world. She's always here for me whenever I need her. When Fawaz passed away she stood so strong for me she didn't want me to break down even more. Because she knows that when she breaks down I will break down even more and it will be the end of me. Ramdhan for me was miserable. I lost my brother, best friend, and soulmate. Ramdhan felt different. No one was knocking my room's door at 9 AM and asks me to watch TV with him, there was no one who makes fun of me when I lay on the couch after f6oor and feeling very full. It was quiet.. It was sad.. There was no one who skip the '3abga with me and go to the supermarket and buy junk food and ice creams and eat them in one day. Again, I miss you Fawaz.. 

Me: mama 

Mother: hala 

Me: Ana a7bk akthr mn kl sh59 y7bk w mst3da aswe ay shay lk. Ay shay yr'9eek w ys3dk. Ya sa3dt hl,koun. Ya dnyti anti 

She hugged me tight. And that night I slept on her lap while she was playing with my hair. 

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Me: 9ba7 el5air 

Mother: 9ba7 enour! Wain eljam3a 

Me; elyoum off 

Mother; kwais 

Me; tbeen n6l3? 

Mother; wdi wallah a6l3 m3k marh mshtagtlk 

Me; enshallah Yallah nlbs w n6l3 

Mother: tdfii 

Me: tamreen

I wore a jumpsuit and I took a jacket 3shan 3arfa omi bt'hz2ni! I applied make up wore my shoes and I was ready to go. 

Me; mama Yallah 

Mother: ween n'6artk? 

Me: labsa 3dsat 

Mother: Yallah

We went to have a break fast and we walked around Baverly Hills for 2 hours maybe 

Mother: yumma t3bt w Ana amshi 

Me; 7beebti enti Yallah njls. 

And we sat in a coffee. 

Me: wsh tbeen a6lblk? 

Mother: abi moya 

Me; tamreen 

Mother; ma yamr 3leekm '6alm! 

I got a water for her and for me. we sat together and talked laughed and joked. Oh god no one knows how much I missed her, the passed few days Kant marh m39ba mni w kla mnfsa. 

Haifa called me. 

Me: shwi mama 3n e4nk 

And I picked it up 

Me: hala Haifa 

......: Ana mo Haifa 

I was a male voice 

Me; meen enta? 

.....: .......... 

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